Kira

2008-07-09T09:52:00.002+08:00

Hi pple!!!

by the time you all see this post i will be at tekong for some ns training... pls dun miss me when im gone ok?? lols... i will be fine...

every1 must take care hor...=)

*thanks baby for being there for me... all the good times tgt with you will be the antidote to help me get thru all the hardships in there... i will surely miss you lots & lots... in the mean time pls take good care of urself... dun fall sick when im gone ok,if not i will spank your butt...haha...ok la,take care my dear... i love you!!!

2008-04-18T00:08:00.003+08:00

Mindef Letter -

"The enlistment date for Ong Bo Yuan will be on the 9th of July 2008"

it wasnt surprising to me...it was more or less expected...83 more days to enjoy...i kinda have a funny feeling the moment i received the letter...i duno how to describe it,its like all these beautiful days with my gal its about to come to an end...i kinda feel abit emo about it...but gladly im able to recover well...like i told hc "treat it as going to camping lo" haha,but he reply "siao ar,camping for 2 years"...lols...

although it wasnt as if im gonna be away for a few years & wun be able to see each other for a long time,but i reali cant bare to let go of my family,frens & esp my gal...that silly gal even cried after she know my enlistment date...she is reali my silly gal...

Silly Trilogy
silly 1 - after paying for our bubble tea...
me:"izzit $2.50?"
her:"no ar,this 1 $1 another 1 $1.50"

silly 2 - after she complain about a customer at videoez...
me:"是外国人吗?
her:"不是,是 british"
the silly gal thought i say 泰国人...haha

silly 3 - when our prata was served...
the guy:"1 egg,2 plain..."
her:"huh?tot 2 plain,1 egg?"

i think the when i feel bored in camp,i can recall this trilogy,i bet it will make my life spend in there go faster and it will remind me of my silly gal...

so right now i just wanna spend my remaining precious days with her & learn to love my bed more...

side note to baby:
gal,i know that you are sad that i will be leaving you all alone for awhile,dun worry ok,treat it as a small obstacle for the both of us ok?? as long as we have each other in our hearts,we will always be together...this small seperation wun matter,coz we will have a lifetime to spend together...your tears makes me feel so blessed that im so loved by you...gal,i love you the way you do...

2008-03-17T14:20:00.002+08:00

went out with baby on friday to west mall to re-contract my student plan...waited for so long and the person told us that there are no more stock left for K770i,which is the phone which baby is using right now...
*sianed

so we try out the retail shop for singtel & luckily i managed to get the last phone...haha...i got a bronze colour for the phone,i think is quite unique coz i never used a sony ericsson & bronze colour phone before...currently still trying to get used to it...

the next day went out to sell my N6680 phone... =(

*take care my dearest phone

we went to town & got ourselves -The Game Of Life-...so cool,went home after we catch the movie -Horton-...sad to say its my 1st time playing the game...the 2 of us & my bro were enjoying the game throughout...=) i was the overall winner for it...monopoly win,game of life oso win them...so sian...lols...but will i be able to do it in real life?? winners?? earning big bucks?? sounds unlikely for me...=S

my baby girl did this for me...i reali love it...it looks reali good ok,baby...=) thanks for it...& the sandrock too =)

2008-03-02T10:29:00.002+08:00

okok...pple hav been saying im doin too much talking & they are getting boring of my blog...so,this time im gonna let the pictures do the talking =)

On Our Way
the party include...

&

its just us 4!!!

Our Hotel Room

Berjaya Times Square

indoor theme park

1 Utama's mini reptile park
world smallest monkey

Beauty & the Beast
The beauty...

guess who is the beast?!
3 things he will do...

he peep at you...

gei siao awhile...

GRAPS YOU!!!
i will never forget this stupid monkey for scaring me...-.-"

Big 'M' sign

A&W

the Crazy Fan

the Ambassador

Msia "LRT"

A whole new experience

heading home soon...

waiting for her...

still not done...

still...

overall,the trip was still ok...enjoyed it,esp with her company... =)

but when i got home,the shocking news... =(
my grandma passed away on my 1st day to msia...hai...the feeling sucks when you don't know anything only to find out when you reach home...everything was so drama...thought this would only happen on tv...hai...
but im alrite now...i know my grandma is at some where nice... =)

thanks to baby,ber & hc for coming down & those who pay their condolence,appreciate that...

i got my result on 27th Feb...
though my result ain't good...but i finally can say...
"I'VE GRADUATED !!!"

went to my mindef medical check up on 29th Feb...
the IQ test was such a pain in my ass...most of the ques i anyhow do...*opps
but the most important thing i want to say is that i got PES B...
reason being,i was too skinny...haha...
so now i must activate -Project Gain W.T-

2008-02-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was 1st Feb 2008,it was our 1st anni together...others may say what so special about being together for 1st month...but for us,or pple that know us,they know that in our previous r/s,we broke off after 1st month...

however,that was all in the past...

all i want to say now is that i reali love her,without her i feel so empty,she has become part of my life,i reali cannot imagine life without her...

*gal,i love you so much,im so glad that you are mine =)

2008-01-24T19:57:00.000+08:00

WOO~~~!!! Its been 6 days since ive finished my last ever exams in paper...

sigh..time reali flies...its been a wonderful 3 years i have & its even more SPLENDID that i could walk out hand in hand & create a new chapter with ping ping...hehe...

went to -Miss Clarity Cafe-

the food is nice esp the cheese fries...*yum yum...makes me feel lyk a kid when im haing dinner there...=)

after which we went to bar fr some drinking session...i drank quite a lot...the saddess thing is that i got my hair burnt drinking "epstein" arrrhhh!!! my hair!!!

me & her...
*we are burning with passion!! lols...

the past 3 days ive been working part time with them at some mailing company...it was reali nice to have a group of frens working tgt...makes work esp easier...=)

after so long i finally got my 1st vodka bottle...got bro kok to got the bottle for me when he went to HK...=)

& he got me this....

thanks dude...simply love it!!! =)
TORRES!!!!

last but not least...a glipse of ping ping's hamsters...hehe

2008-01-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

with you around,everything seems so perfect for me...=)

*coz i just changed my blog song,so just thought of posting somthing...hehe

2008-01-12T01:22:00.000+08:00

sometimes i said things in a sarcastic way,
sometimes i said things without knowing im hurting others,
sometimes i said things which i don't mean it,
sometimes i just cant be honest with someone,
sometimes i just hide things inside my heart,
sometimes i just keep things to myself,
sometimes i jus hate myself...

why cant i just say the things i really want to say??
why cant i just be more truthful?? why?? why?? why?? hai.........

2008-01-08T19:09:00.000+08:00

had an enjoyable day celebrating dom's 20 birthday at his house...drank a lot in the process too...these few days play mj really unlucky,keep losing...i failed to live up my soubriquet,"MJ Lucky Boy" lols...

Happy Belated Birthday to Dominique !!!

Lastly,i want to share this song with u guys out there =)

BSB - Helpless When She Smiles

[AJ]
She keeps her secrets
In her eyes
She wraps the truth
Inside her lies
Just when I can't say
What she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

[Chorus]
I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel
She tears away just like a child
She drives me crazy
Drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

[Howie]
She smiles

[Brian]
Maybe I'd fight if I could
It hurts so bad
But feels so good
She opens up just like
A rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she'd ask me to
I would

It's out of control
But I can't let go

[Repeat Chorus]

When she looks at me
I get so weak

[Repeat Chorus]

i like this song...=)

2008-01-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

ITS 1st JANUARY 2008!!!!

another 30+++ more days will be Chinese New Year...can't wait to buy new clothes,get angbao,eat goodies,play mj...lols...but all this hav to wait after my final exams are over...=)

went out with poly frens for countdown at esplanade...ber,yikai,terry,hc,hp,jer & me meet up to hav dinner at cafe cartel before heading to marina square to hav some bowling sessions...its was fun!!!

later on,jer's frens joined us for the countdown...we had a hard time deciding where to watch fireworks & the place were already damn crowded...(@_@)

something happen,which was resolved later on,lead to me & her watching fireworks seperately...guess sometimes im just getting paranoid easily by some small little stuff...=( furthermore,what happen last year's countdown also contribute some part that makes the whole fireworks stuff look meaningless & getting me emo...hai...

a bad start to another new year?!?! =(

doesnt reali want to talk to anyone after that,i know you guys are trying to cheer me up,but at that point of time all i need is just to relax myself and i was thinking about stuff,sry guys...dat is my way to go thru stuff and afterawhile i will be alrite...=)

indeed,i was feeling better and i cleared the stupid dark clouds with her...im reali glad that we are talking abt it in a positive way...on the other hand,i just duno why i just cant get angry or emo anymore when she smiled coquettishly to me...lols...

berjes,domlynn,yikai,terry,hc,hp & me went to a bar to hav a couple of drinks before going back to "Number" bar...we had a hell of a time playing pool,singing and drinking...1 graveyard & hp was shouting when she is jus talking...OMG!!! den the suppose good guy,me,hav to become a bad guy to stop her from drinking for awhile...i had to put a long face den she is willing to stop...grrr~~~ its not dat i dun let her drink,i jus wan her to rest for awhile before she can continue...

party till 6am and all of us went home..."stupid" hp dun wan me to accompany home...grrr~~~ i was pronounced (X.X) for a few hours when i saw my bed...haha...

right now i officially pronounced dat yi kai is 13's.....
GODFATHER!!!!!! lols...

and also,someone has agreed to be my official.....
GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!! woooo......^^

she is non other than MS Yeo Hui Ping...haha

*i wan u guys to be my witnessed dat i,scott ong bobo is willing to
-take care of her
-dote her
-always put myself into her shoes
-protect her no matter what
-give in to her as much as i can
-give her happiness
& lastly....
-shower her with plenty of LOVE...=)

2007-12-28T11:22:00.000+08:00

XMAS day itself was wonderful!!!

it doesnt matter where we go...as long as you are there,we can go anywhere...jus like my current blog song...
*its for you...=)

she got me a liverpool polo-t...thanks...I LOVE IT!!! im gonna protect it at all course...haha

what touches my heart most is what was wrote in the xmas card...
doesnt know what to say...the least i can do is to love you forever and never leave you all alone...
*rem you are more impt than liverpool...=)

2007-12-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

24th December,Xmas Eve 2007...

today is our last member of RU to reach 20...went to his house to eat steamboat for lunch...i guess its still better to have steamboat at home in a big group,as like with RU and poly frens =)

after which we played Pictionary...it was fun,some of the words were reali difficult to draw in pictures and i had a hard time guessing what they were drawing,but it was fun though...=)

went to clark quay's iguana cafe to chill with them,its the 2nd week in a row that i got "a bit" tipsy...haha...but im not drunk yet ok?!?! grr~~~

the clock strikes 12 & its XMAS!!!!
we left after awhile...i thought once we never go to town,we wun get sprayed,but we were WRONG!!! in the end,the group of us joined in the fun too...lols...

left clark quay around 2am,guess where we were heading?? back to lim's house to eat steamboat again!!! lols...

but only kok,lester,guang,mickie & me went to his house to cont the steamboat...haha...its our 1st time to eat steamboat in the middle of the night...it was great as well =)

*i cant stop thinking abt u =(

2007-12-15T13:08:00.000+08:00

Started the week with a bad day...i failed my marine law...49/100
the lecturer stated that i wrote out of content,that's why i failed...hai...its not just about the failing,its how come others can score so high while i can actually failed my test when we all studied the same things...

did i reali put in much effort on it?? or izzit my understanding of the question that cause me to fail...come to think about it,i reali had a hard time understanding what the question is asking for at that time...

nevertheless,i felt much better knowing that she is there for me...=)

went to ice-skating for the 1st time on thursday with hp,jerlyn & her fren,boon bin,terry,hui chun & munhon...was so scared at first coz it was my 1st time,but after a while it was alright,its much the same as roller blading...

after that went to catch Alvin & the Chipmunks...

the movie was hilarious...4/5 stars for it...

*thumbs up
*esp watching with the someone...hehe...

after that went to get birthday present for my mum...got a handbag for her...=)

went home,there was a surprise waiting for me...a new......

LAPPY!!!! HP Pavilion dv2500...

*everything seems to be related to her...haha...

it new to me,still not used to it...somemore im a com noob...haha...

Friday went to commonwealth seng siong outlet with hp,ber,yikai,domlynn to check out the prices for the items for our chalet next mon-wed...& it seems that we hav exceed our budget...haha...might need to collect ard $3 more from each pple if we cant manage to cut down the expenses...

went to singtel so called "training" at sommerset...the "training" ended within 10mins...!@#$%^& waste my time go down...

then home sweet home!!!

2007-12-06T01:16:00.001+08:00

WOOO...FINALLY MY FINAL YEAR PROJECT IS OVER!!!!!

reali finally...for the past few days i had difficulty memorising my script for the presentation...but after everything has finally sorted out,im reali able to concentrate fully on it,thus,i guess i did resonably well for my presentaion...at least from the lecturers dat we hav did well for it & its beyond their expectation...however i was still kinda disappointed with the Q&A session...

but the happiest thing is the problem has been solved...=)

*your pressence makes me realise that nothing in this world matters to me except you...& im reali glad that i've told you about how i feel about you...so if this is a dream,i reali hope i will never wake up from it...im gonna do whatever it takes to shower you with endless love...& i reali hope that we can write a new chapter in our lifes tgt...

but rite now,i will wait for you,even if it takes a 1000 years...

the song is dedicated to you...=)

2007-12-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

alrite...nth will every happen...

everythings is being settle alrdy...

im feeling much better now...

at least i hav a clearer view of what i wan...

just follow the flow...

=)

on a happier note:::
my mum is sponsoring me a PSP SLIM!!! lols...

hope i can get my hands onto it asap...

yesterday:::
was watching the sequel to the 学警雄心,comes 学警出更...after watching the 2nd or 3rd episode,alrdy so sad liao sia...1st his father died,a few months later his gf died...(-.-)" hai,so sad...

2007-12-01T12:01:00.000+08:00

wow...its already the 1st of December of 2007!!!!

times really flies...31 days later,its gonna be another new year & in a couple more months,im gonna have my last semester exams then im going to end my poly life...

its really been a wonder 3 years studying in poly,though i still feel sec sch days are better,simply because things were much simpler back then...i just couldnt make known of the things i wanna say...i rather keep it down low...

like i said,its better for things to be left unsaid and left unnoticed...though in the end im the 1 who is hurt the most,but its better than everyone get hurt...

kinda feeling down recently,with FYP coming up next week,guess im kinda emo easily...

hmm,nth much to say now...hai...

feel like shouting out loud,LOUD,LOUD!!!!

ARGGHHHHHHHH............................

*true fren,what shld i do??

2007-11-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

finally found some time to blog about things...

these few days reali busy doin FYP and recovering from sickness...duno what's wrong with me,sat went over to lim's hse for mahjong,after drinking the ice lemon tea,the next thing i know is im having sore throat...guess that day reali tired ba...dat afternoon went to sentosa to sun-tan somemore...

sore throat is nth big,but the next day i still have to go to work...hai,wanted to ask someone to replace me instead,but the temptation of earning easy $ is too big...haha,so i just go work...hai,dat day work reali very jia lat sia,its not dat it is busy,its dat when u r sick,u feel like slpping,den somemore cannot slp...the whole day i drank around 2 litres of water and 2 bottle of herbal drink,den keep going to toilet...hai,the worst thing is that,it was even raining...hai,den slowly,i caught a flu...

on the way home knowing that there is pasam malam at jp,knowing that im sick,i still ate ramly burger & 1 stick of cheese tofu...lols...i jus cant resist the buger tempatation...haha...

as expected,i was sick the following day,it was monday, and i din go to sch on that day...went to see the doc in the afternoon...was FMing the whole day at home lo...haha...but was also wondering if after i graduate,will i be doing this everyday??

hai...these few days my nose pipe still haven been repaired,so irritaing sia...then today went to sch for my gems & FYP meeting...got back my assignment for gems and i got 76 for it...haha...was quite surprise to see the marks cause i felt i just anyhow talk rubbish...haha...then FYP meeting was quite alright,then these few days need to stay back somemore to reharse the presentation,so that that stupid raj will hav nth to say...yea...

so one last thing,hope liverpool win porto tonite...im not that greedy,let liverpool win 2-0 or 3-0 can le...PLS PLS PLS!!!!

2007-11-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

WOOO!!!! EXAMS over...

but i guess im abit slow announcing it...lols...

after our last paper,me,berjes,lynn,yikai & terry we went to bugis dota & makaa at V8moive cafe to have our dinner while hp,jerlyn,hc,dom,don & daynethey all went to have their appreciation dinner...

then lata at nite,went to boat quay to drink drink,chit chat,hav fun,relax ourselves...=) boon bin & another jer's fren,qin ning, joined us for the drinking session...we open 1 tequila & chivas each...haha...

but i think i reali drank abit too much...i wasnt shy playing with those gals...so unlike me,lols...i wasn't drunk ok,jus feeling tipsy hor...=P
hope i didnt scare jer's fren...haha...

drank till 3+am and we went home...reali enjoy the nite alot alot...its been so long since i last drank until lyk no tml...haha...

Saturday nite was out celebrating ice demon's bday...me,les,lim,jj & guang we had a hard time deciding where to hav our dinner at suntec...in the end we settle our dinner at 'Kuishinbo'(think shld be this spelling...haha)Japanese Buffet...

the dinner reali nth to say sia...i jus keep eating & eating...the crap,sushi,esp the dessert...reali nth to say,but all i can say is that....
I WANNA GO AGAIN!!!! lols...u all shld try it...

we even decided to go for another buffet feast at Paris(izzit the right paris??) Seafood International Buffet...haha...
*beginning to become a buffet featish...hehe...

after that we went back jurong to cut the cake,& cabb joined us...
then it was another drinking session again...this time ony got me,les,lim & cabb nia...jj & kok duno go where with the 2 gals & they never came back...haha...

it was my 1st time drinking 'Bailey',its a chocolate flavour alcholic drink...its reali nice...i love the taste...i dun mind drinking the whole bottle in 1 day...haha...drank till 3+ again before we all head home...

2 straight days of drinking almost killed me...so tired while i was working on sunday...then after work,msn chat with true fren...=)

Today,went back to sch,get back my 1st paper,chartering...bet this gonna be my highest paper...i got 78/100 for the overall paper...was reali over the moon,it gives me the feeling that i can finally get my 1st A in my poly life...=) so i gonna work hard on it le...=)

after sch i went to emo myself...lols...no la,i went to queensway myself to buy soccer shoe for tml NAFA test...then i got a belt too...haha...

saw this gal,becoz of her,i had to accompany her take bus 61,becoz of her,i had wrote this entry...she is non other than my sister aka brother.....

AMELIA TEO!!!

haha...happy now rite?? i mention u in my blog...so must tag at my taggyboard ok?? LOLS!!! i was reali suprise to c her there...chatted with her for the entire bus journey till she reach np to look for her bf...=)

went to cut my hair at gek poh,this is the 1st time kana cut by the shopowner...his skill and speed is reali good,my hair was nice,neat and cool within 10 mins...im reali satisfied with my hair now,looks good...but i dun c any much different...lols...

2007-11-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

Im Sorry,

对不起,

對唔住(cantonese),

Sumimasen(japanese),

Lo siento(spanish),

Je Suis Desole(french),

IMO is in Chapter 8,its my mistake...

i thought it was jus a small argument,never reali though much about it...

but i din know that you would think i will get angry or unhappy over this thing...hai...or maybe my facial expression makes you think that way,i duno,but it just the way i am,im reali not uphappy or angry...

it makes me wonder whether my attitude hav a problem...maybe you are rite,i sucks...hai

*sidenote to hc::
i knw you are just jokin only & you dun mean what you say & im not angry or what,but somethings you said abt us is making us,or maybe me only,feeling awkward...and i hope you can understand what im trying to say...hai

Man U is the EPL champion,Chelsea is 2nd to it and Liverpool is just a mere 3rd with 20+ pt behind Man U...

2007-11-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps,here to update on the past few days,i think i need to update now before people start to ask me to update...

Alrite,Friday...
was slpping almost the whole day until my frends called me out for dinner...haha...

*for the past decade,im always scared that nobody will celebrate my bday with me,however for this year,i have this urged that i wan to spend my bday quietly & alone...believe me,im not trying to be emo...but i guess its better to have someone to celebrate bday with u...=)

alrite,back to the topic...my frend called and i was late,coz i din saw their msg,so i rushed down to boonlay cs to meet up with them...we head to marina bay to eat steamboat...those present were les,lim,jason,dickson,guang & his gf & kok was late...its been quite awhile since we last went there to celebrate someone's bday...haha,so it was quite an enjoyable nite...

my frends bought me Tom & Jerry cake for me...haha...cute though...

cut the cake,finished the cake & off we go to watch movie at jp...only left with me,les & lim to meet up with cheng at jp...we watched "Stardust"...it was not a bad movie...if you guys love to see some magic & fairytale,you all can catch it...haha...

*i've received alot of msges via sms,frendster wishing me...sry that i din get to reply to all of you,but i reali appreacite it...thanks alot =)

Saturday
me,les,lim,jason & kok...the five of us went down to chijmes to watch Arsenal VS Man U match...before we head to chijmes,we had a hard time figuring out what to eat...in the end,we settled down at KFC for dinner...later on,we head to chijmes to catch some soccer action,however,i absolutely got the timing of the match wrongly...haha...but it was a nice mistake,coz i think if we were to reach there on time,there won't be any seats left for us...haha...

the match was quite entertaining,both teams played well,but Man U got the first blood...haha...it was so happening at chijmes & the atmosphere was reali different from watching it at home...it the end,it was a draw game...but sadly,liverpool can't capitalise on the draw to win at blackburn...sadded...nvm,its still a long way to go...

after the game,we went to some place to celebrate kok's bday...as we will all be working on sun,we pre-celebrate his bday with him...as always,the bday boy have to sing the bday song by himself,cut the cake by himself...haha...

Sunday
went off to meet ber & jeslyn at lakeside before we head down to cityhall to meet hp,don & huichun to eat at Yuki Yaki...half-way thru,jerlyn joined us...i don't have to say anything much about the dinner,i guess you all can read it on either ber's or hp's blog...hehe...

*HP---20 mushroom rite?? next year got chance i will let you eat 20 XXXXXXX...watch out...lols...

My Bday presents:::

Given by ber,hp & jerlyn that time when we went to msia...=)

My bro got me a tie...haha,wonder when can i wear it??

*oh ya,as requested by songling...i give you face since u are 1/2 of dom...lols...alrite la,im open to opinion by you ok...your view on me matters too ok...can?? happy?? lols...don't say i no good...

2007-11-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

first of all i wan to wish myself.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

*Happy Birthday to me~~~Happy Birthday to me~~~Happy Birthday to me~~~~~ HAPPY~~~~~~BIRTH~~~~~~~DAY~~~~~~~TO~~~~~~~~ME!!!!!!

lols....

haha...this year,i want to be the 1st person to wish myself...don't reali know why,just feel like it...

tonight went to swensen to have a simple dinner with my family...its been quite a long while since i last went there...we ordered quite a lot of food & i reali had my fill,it was reali yummy,but the most impt thing is that i reali enjoy myself tonight...

=)

2007-10-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

Wooo!!!

LIVERPOOL FINALLY WON AGAIN!!!!

2 red cards = 2 Penalties = Kuyt's Brace

*what was phil neville actually thinking at that pt?? but its a great save
though...LOLS!!!!

okok,back to the real reason why i post this blog...

went malaysia with poly mates yesterday...we went to JB citi square shopping malll to shop...all i can say is that their clothes are all BETTER than what we saw in spore,but the sad thing is that i bought none & i reali regret spending $$ on clothes in spore... T_T so is the moon rounder outside?? i guess so...lols...

but i din came back empty handed...haha,i never tot that i actually went to get the sales girl msn,in MSIA somemore...wasnt sure who were the peeps who went in to shop that particular stores & i wasnt sure who was with me who went in at the moment,all i know is that the next moment she caught my eyes...she attended to us & i wasnt sure what i wanted actually,so i gave her a smile...haha...kinda stupid...

after that,i never tot i was going back to get her contact,the group of guys went to 1 side & we started talking abt her...haha,i wasnt reali that tempted to take,but others keep encourage me to take say she is pretty,cute etc...& i did find her cute & pretty...haha...then some of the gals asked whether i reali want to take anot,then they joke that i will need to go JB more often & don was offering me to join -MC- which stands for Malaysia Club...lols...

after some persuasion,we went back to the shop...walao,then i was so shy sia,can feel the temperature rising up...i wasnt daring to ask her myself...then hp helped me ask instead...haha...

Thanks Gal!!!

& she actually agreed to give sia...OMG!!! reaching boiling pt le...when she agree,i then intro myself & get her msn from her...the last sentence i ask her was whether she hav a boyfriend anot,but luckily she said no...haha...but i guess she also knw im from spore...haha...

ok,that's abt it...
hmmm,but seriously,i never reali tink abt wooing her or what,im not going to put any hope that anything will start,jus treating it as making new frens from other places...yup,im reali being honest...however,all i knw is that i was mesmerized by her...well,that's my eye-candy in MSIA...=)

still waiting for her to come online...

2007-10-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

Here to start of saying that.....

ENGLANG LOST!!!! *sob sob

hai,so sad...they are most probably out of the EURO campaign...all i can say is that the ref made the wrong decision to give the penalty & maclaren is WRONG to keep robinson where he only know how to parry shot away instead of holding it...damn disappointed...

*i vote SCOTT CARSON as new England No.1 !!!!

today start quite suay sia,early in the morning was waiting for the bus,jus when i was abt to scan my ezlink,i realise that i din have any value in it anymore...ok,nvm,i leave the bus & went to take cab...the journey was smooth sailing until the point when the uncle turned left when it shld jus move straight...at first i tot he was taking a short cut,but i realise he was taking the route to NP,i tot "WTF!?!?!" then i told him i was going to SINGAPORE poly...then he still have the cheek to tell me "not ngee ann poly meh??" i reali dun understand what the uncle is thinking,its not as if they sounds the same...

*omg,faint!!!

ok,then he took a u-turn & just when he shld took a left turn,he went straight...then i GG...he took me all the way to FC1 that entrance...somemore the cab fare is $9.20,then he charged me $9... -.-" reali !#&^@%&^@...

so long never took a cab,in the end,gave me this kind of crap...hai...

then went for class,gems...after gems went out with berjes,domlynn to lavender to collect jeslyn's passport...the queue was so long that we went to bugis after we get the queue no.

meet up with yen,jerlyn & hp at bugis...i changed my $ over there & after that yen & jerlyn went off...wanted to go TCC to have a drink,but it was full house & somemore got no samantha(not from out sch) to see...lols...so berjes went back to lavender,me & dom went to lan shop to play DOTA...haha...then hp & lynn went shopping...

ber came back to meet us whilst jes went hm...the 5 of us head down to -Creations- to have our dinner...settle down,order food,eat,chit chat...haha...we went back to bugis,no place to go,we decided to go hm...

after so long,finally got the feeling & got thing to blog abt...lols...

*Friday going to M'Sia with poly mates =)

2007-10-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging ba...

hai,these few days seems to have lots of thing happening,then it really got me thinking whether i should have any r/s now...maybe i should stay like this forever ba...feel so scared to fall in love now...

*mind blank*

be a legless bird also not bad right?? though may feel lonely sometimes,i guess im still alrite about it...hope those in a r/s will really cherish the person that is next to you...then hope everyone can be honest in their r/s...put some trust on someone you love,maybe that will make both of you all more loving...

a few Prof BoBo quotes to give you all:::
--feeling lonely is not an excuse to fall in love...
--there shouldnt be anyting that you all cant share...

be prepared,im tinking of chaning my blog add & skins...will keep you all update again...

*feeling emo again...hai

2007-09-27T22:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm...wanted to changed the blogskin,but after going 1 big round,the current skin is still better...hai...is my life really the same?? 兜兜转转还是回到原点...if i got another chance to choose,i will choose the alternative...but,there's no turning back now,好马不吃回头草... sometimes something are best just left unsaid...

suddenly i feel like quitting school,everyday stay at home relax,listening to music,think about life...school no longer give me the same feeling like it used to...i've never felt this way before...hmm...just feel boring...hai...

been watching Hong Kong drama 岁月风云,though i watch only 3 episodes,i find it quite nice...if you feel bored mayb you can go crunchyroll watch it...=)

2007-09-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

*ouch

that's the 1st words im gonna use in my entry...hai...my left index finger kana "kiap" by the door while closing by my right hand...hai...clumsy me...

Ok,back to blogging...

Wednesday
went to MOS with cheng & lester...although its a ladies night,hmmm,it doesnt seems so...not very crowded...guess MOS isnt getting any popular...reach there around 10.30pm,went in,there was hardly anyone...so sad...so,we went to IGuana Cafe to have a drink...ordered ice blended blueberry margarita...NICE!!! doesnt have much alchol taste...the 3 of us sit there relax relax,chit chat abit till 11.30 before we head back to MOS...went in...disappointment...still so little pple...the dance floor was really empty...around 12am then pple start to fill the place...den its......

DANCE TIME!!!!

saw quite a few pretty gals...haha...but never really get to know them...its been a long time since we last went clubbing,so the 3 of us dance to the fullest...we left the place around 3.30am & we took cab home...was so tired after that...
reach home,bath,watch soccer,eat cup noodle,sleep...haha...as simple as that...
*enjoy my dance with some1...hehe....

*oh ya,saw chong,james & mun hon on that day too... =)

Thursday
family outing for the day...kinda long never went out together le...bro hav to go temple do some ritual like i used to do once before i went to upper sec,so we took cab down to tiong bahru...after the ritual's done,went to ICA building...

ICA - Immigration & Checkpoints Authority

know then i remember what it stands for...haha...
went down to change my chinese character...just 1 word cost $60...hai...what a good profit...

took a new pic for my ic...looks abit,ermmm...listless...haha...

after it was done,went down to bugis...haha...that's the best part when we go out with parents...WE DON'T HAVE TO PAY!!!! lols...*meanie...me & my bro bought a bag each...then was walking around to look at black taplet jeans...finally saw 1 when we walk past a shop...took the jeans & tried it,it looks nice,but it cost $50...wooo~~!!! wanted to pay my mum after i get my pay,but she rejected my kind offer...hehehe *another meanie smile...

after shopping was done,went to eat "gui ling gao" *yummy...taste good...=) was home sweet home after that...

woke up early in the morning prepare go sentosa...then hui ping called & say "something" leaking,so not going...haha...in the end went to meet bernard & chong...
*sry guys,was late...not exactly my fault...haha...
reach habour front around 10.45am meet up with dayne,then went up MAC to look for domlynn & jeslyn...chong & dayne went to makan & we all meet up at Tramp station with seow yen & her boyf...the 9 of us then took the tramp down to sentosa...the weather was so damn hot...cannot tahan...we all bought a volleyball at sentosa...the day was kinda bored with nth much to play...play cards,soccer...then me,chong,ber,dom & dayne we wall went down to the sea...we swam across to the opposite island & back...was so tired after that swim...guess im really old le...haha...

around 2.30pm we went to wash up...i left the place around 3.15 while the rest of them stayed over...

i went back to sch for the Hey Gorgeous interview...they called me on tuesday told me to go down for interview at FC 5 from 1-4pm...i was almost late for the interview...i even took a cab down...haha...

in the end,they asked what course im in,ht/wt,next friday from 10-1pm at where,if need to perform for 1 min on stage what will be doing...roughly like these lo...they on the spot took my pic...they din even let me see whether izzit nice anot...but i think i surely look bad...the interview last around 5 mins or so...so my singtel colleague there as well...he was in as well...haha...went home after the interview...

*yea...& lastly,i finally goy my Citibank Clear Card le!!!

*nice...lols...

2007-09-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm...looking at pple wo are in a relationship always makes me feel envy of them...at least when there is nobody who can accompany u to places,ur love ones will always be there for u,but do i really need a girlfriend right now?? i don't know,i have been asking this question a couple of times myself...

so when i have no stead,no friends who are free to go out with me,i can always count on my brother...lols...Yea!! his the MAN~~!!! lols...

asked him to go shopping with me on saturday...since both of us are free & i wanted to go shopping,might as well go out together...have out lunch at Zhen Shan Mei Laksa before going to queensway to shop for clothing...nth much,no new stuff,almost the same things as before...kinda boring shopping around there,but i still managed to get a polo-t & a black shirt...kinda regret getting the black shirt...went to this shop,the guy was so friendly,keep talking to me,keep introducing clothes to me...tried polo-t,shirt...hai...duno hw to reject him or kinda abit physco by him about the black shirt,in the end,i bought the shirt...i also managed to get the black polo-t i wanted...

ok...shop for around 1 hr,took bus back to jp,went to play arcade with my bro...haha...quite fun though its only the 2 of us...haha...after that went to man-master to get the sweeter i wanted...in the end,i got another shirt...but this time is white colour...i never thought of buying the shirt,but my bro keep saying its nice its nice,so buy lo...haha...but it really look smart if i wear it...haha...

after that went to gekpoh then home sweer home...spent around $150 on that day on 4 clothes...the feeling of spending so much $ really quite good...lols...hope my wishlist won't keep growing then im happy le...haha...

2007-09-12T08:28:00.000+08:00

woke up so early today just to look at my result...

*phew

this should be the right impression to describe myself after getting my results...kinda having a mix feelings though im much happier than feeling sad...haha...cause i manage to pass my MARKETTING paper!!! wow...was suppose to thought it was dead due to 1 25marks ques i did wrongly,but i still manage to get a D+....hehe...

however,the sad thing is it pulls down my gpa...hai...i can never reach 3 before i graduate...so sad...

i manage to get 3 B,1 B+ ,1 C,2 C+ & 1 D+ for this semester...

*GUYS::: this fri confrim can go CHIJMES !!!! =)

2007-09-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

WHAT A TIRING DAY!!!!

went out with RU tan,pok & cheng...
pok was the 1 who say meet 10am,in the end he cant wake up on time...he even din go for his driving lesson...-.-"

ok...off to bugis to collect my singtel pay...reach there,so sad...why?? they din gave me the right amount at first...BUT!!! after my enquiry,i managed to get the correct amount...haha...

went to eat LJS before heading to lavender to get my name on IC changed...yup...suppose to change my name long ago,but i just keep dragging...ok lo...now want to do have to wait till when im 21...hai...the guy in the reception told me that one of my spouse must be there unless im 21,or else i cant changed...sad...already got lawyer & my dad's confrimation also cannot...stupid policy...

after that went to marina square to shop...the 3 guys wanna buy stuffs to bring over to thailand...shop marina square,suntec...tired sia...& i went to Ralph Lauren shop to check out the shirt i hav been eyeing...but when i went there,there was no more left...hai...wanna buy something to pamper myself also cannot...nvm...there is always an alternative...haha...

after that went mustafer(correct spelling??) & they continue their shopping spree...pok bought quite alot...spent around $150 at the shopping centre...nvm,his a rich guy...haha...spent quite a long time at there...around 2hrs?? ended all those shopping at 7pm...was so tired & slppy...suppose to go to JC,but in the end cancel,coz too tired le...haha...next time ba...

today saw quite a lot of pretty gals...after looking at a few,i think i myself roughly know what type of gal i prefer...dun really know what type of gal i like...i keep moving round & round...
Pure,Innocent & Cute is the gal im looking for...=)
i dun need a "yes" gal...its better if she can pickle with me everytime...haha...complicated??
seems so...haha...

above are just a summary of today's event...
hope u all enjoy reading it...Thanks

2007-09-02T09:51:00.000+08:00

*phew...
took some time off,woke up early in the morning,watched liverpool vs derby match for last night...such a shocking piece of result...6 goals...lols...but i wasn't able to watch it live...
*sad...

Friday after work went to have dinner with dom & lynn,yi kai,don & wenhao at creation...it was my 1st time...not a bad place to have dinner =) jus that i had a hard time eating the crab meat...it was almost all over my shirt & the sauce even "fly behind" to the person behjind me...haha...after dinner,munhon joined them for other night progammes whilest i went home...
*sry guys,too tired...probably go with you guys for a drink the following week when i quit my admin job =)

Saturday do nth except went out to work at geylang from 6-11...don't get me wrong,wasn't there to sell my backside,though i think nobody would pay to touch my butt...haha,went there to work as a promotioner for singtel hi-card...
--buy 1 new hi-card give new bag or singtel t-shirt...
--there are $10,$20 & $28 top up card...u can redeem prizes at seng shiong supermarket for $20 & $28 top up card...

lols...also don't know why im telling all these...currently doing 2 jobs...haha...im jus desperate to get my items on my wishlist...haha

will be goin out to work again from 1-11,but i think i will slack till 6pm before there are pple...haha...
*cya people,don't miss me...LOLS....

u are currently listening to Mario - How Do I Breathe

2007-08-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

We meet at the Right Place,Wrong Time,now tell me How Do I Breathe when im Lost Without You,i think Tonite I Wanna Cry...

those in bold are songs title...the best emo combo,yet nice songs...haha...

if u guys want any of the songs can ask from me...=)

i shall play 1st play Right Place,Wrong Time by Avant.

2007-08-27T20:24:00.000+08:00

Wooo...Back to blogging!!! haha...

i want to say a late Happy Birthday to Jeslyn (24th) ,Hui Ping (25th) & Don (26th) ,these are the hat-trick babies born on August...haha...funny thing is that my RU also got a hat-trick of babies born,but its December...haha...Cool man!!!

sry guys,i wasn't able to go for the bbq outing due to work,lucky u all never say u all wanna overnight,coz i have to work OT...so damn tired after whole day of work...but im sure u all still enjoy the day without me =) next time i will surely be there,i PROMISE!!! haha...

after i got off from work on fri,it was an action packed friday night & weekends for me...after work,went to dom hse to play mahjong with yikai & songling,played till 11pm before we went off...i won $5 that day =)

next day,wake up early in the morning to play soccer...sad to say that my form for that day reali suxs though i still show sign of recovery...after that,it was simply mahjong mahjong & still mahjong...haha...played 3 rounds that day...

1st round got me,cheng,darren & bobby and i lost $6.50,but nvm...

2nd round got me,cheng,darren & lester and this time i won $1,overall still lose?? nvm...

round 3 got me,darren,bobby & wee...haha...this time i won $6...haha so overall i still win 50cents...lols...not much but im still happy with it,coz i still got won my bet in spore pools...

*Liverpool just rocks man...2 goals is all i need to win...haha...

sunday went to work...meet up with cheng at gek poh to eat...then we saw sui wei at MRT...his on the way back to camp...was chatting on the train before we drop off at aljunied...same as last week,was working at geylang...haha...at 1st was quite slack,but duno what time start got so many people buying hi-card & we have a hard time trying to register for them,there are just too many...@_@
help them register,activate hi-card,give them lucky draw,free gifts...wah...busy man...

ended our work around 10.30pm...cheng & me decided to look for RED & BLUE...haha...but dun get me wrong...we are looking for gambling den...its a easy game...roll a thing which looks lyk a dice,then the banker will cover before its stop,then place bet on the correct colour...so sad...
we walked into many dark alley & expected,saw "chicken"...then we walked through a dark alley & there was a few pimp trying to intro gals to us & seriously,they are reali pretty...lot better than those outside...almost got tempted...lols...joking la...i still dun wan to die so early...

finally,found the gambling den...we got all right for the 1st 9...then 1 of the banker say last game,so we decided to play...sad to say,we lost!!! sian lo...duno wads wrong...both of us can swear that we saw blue but it turn out likewise...sian lo...
then after we went to station...

its a long journey home,but yesterday was the 1st time that there are so many pretty gals at the front deck,coz normally most of them will be at the middle cabins...haha...at least its not a boring trip home...haha...

reach home,bath,eat supper,use internet for a while before i went to bed...
tiring 3 days...didn't get to slp that much...
dat's all for today ba...im reali lazy to write out all the details...haha...

2007-08-23T13:34:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel so emo after hearing the song...duno why...
maybe its because of some reasons that i dun wish to share ba...

hmmm...i think the song in my blog reali reflects on how im feeling right now...

dedicate this song to those who are as lonely as me...im sure our days will get better...*cheers*

Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

Chorus:
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry (x2)

2007-08-22T12:52:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps,surprised to see me updating now?? haha...today,i skipped work for the 1st time after only 4 days...haha,due to some reason,i didn't went to work today...kinda funny is that when im working,i want to stay at home,when im not working,i wish to go to work...hmmm...y are human beings so contradicting...haha...

stay at home,nth to do,so i surf some net...went to creative website,saw this mp3 which i quite like,though the design might be quite old...

MuVo Slim

any1 know hw much is this??

next,went to Ralph Lauren webby,saw this reali cool white colour jeans...duno whether our local outlet got sell this anot...from the webby,it cost $59.50,but duno izzit in US$ or SIN$...

Bootcut Hudson Wash Jean

i wanna go shopping after 4th sept!!!

any1 wanna join me?? lols...man,i sounds lyk a gal

2007-08-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

in the past,i used to be afraid that you might say me behind my back,after wad u done to others,i think anything can happen...

right now,it doesnt matter whether u hate or say me anymore...hui ping,ber,dom,im more concern on how they will think abt me,i more afraid that they will hate me,if they reali wan to point out my bad stuff,i wont mid at all...abt RU,i dun hav to say anything,coz i knw no matter wad,we will still stick together thru thick & thin...

2007-08-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

back to posting again...
holidays are finally here again,but whats saddening is that i have start working too...thursday was my 1st day at work...i'm currently working at National Healthcare Group Polyclinics,located at commomwealth,GMTI building...im working as a temp admin assistance...as they have just changed their office location,there are lots of things need to be done...everyday 8.30am-6pm...have work for the past 2 days & its was really alright...the people there are quite friendly too...

Wednesday
went to my fren's uncle condo located at woodlands to have a bbq to celebrate his 20th birthday...its been quite long since we had a gathering...quite nice to see us get together talk about lots of stuff,carp mostly...haha...had quite a few cups of beer...was tipsy right at the end...haha...but it was an enjoyable night...

btw,our theme for all our 20th birthday cake will be "KIDS" lols...so this year,all our cake have to do with cartoon chracters...lols...

Thursday
there was nth much to say except that it was my 1st day at work...
&...
Happy Birthday to Dickson & Hui Chun!!! lols...

Friday
after work went to marina to have steamboat with:::
ber,hp,jerlyn,songling,dom,don,wenhao & also the purpose of the outing...celebrate HUI CHUN birthday!!! haha...they choosen dragon village...the place is alright,but duno y last night there are lots of "grass jelly" eating dinner there too & their beef reali suxs...but it was reali worth it,coz the moment i went there i just sit there & i NEVER pay a single cent...lols...& they didn't even notice...haha...we was almost bbqing prawns all the way,we had around 5kg of prawn?? lols...& the kind souls of me & hp was peeling prawns for them...lols...

watched fireworks at marina & then dom,hui chun & don were having cake fight...lols...u will not want to eat any cake after u c what hui chun have done with the cake...lols...

after marina,went to chijmes - gastpy - to have a drink...we really having A drink...lols...each of us order a glass each...i ordered mango margarita...haha...it was purely,mango juice with a slight alcohol taste...haha...the atmosphere makes me wanna slp,especially after 1 whole day of work...haha...

sat for an hr before we went home...ber,hp,hui chun & me took NR5 back home...had a chat with ber while hui chun was slpping & hp was sitting all alone...then right at the end,we saw a very hilarious scene...haha...1 guy was stuck in between ex-link machine & the bus door...haha...the guy was squeeze by both the object & his expression was kinda funny...haha...ber & hui chun was good enough to accompany hp home,while i went home...i simply really having fun these few days...

BUT!!!

as what i told the people who went to marina yesterday what i was going to say...

apparantly i had enough nonsense of someone who have been talking,& blogging some stuff about us...this is the 1st time i ever say this about a person...i think i have reach a point where i don't speck,i will reali die of high blood pressure...

talking about us wearing a mask,but who izzit that is reali wearing a mask...quite a few times u blog bad stuff,saying things behind dom's back,den on the other hand u act lyk nth has happen,call him brother,ask him out,act as if u r reali on very good terms wif him...dun deny this sort of thing never happen,it will continue to show actually how thick is ur mask...but luckily,dom have open his eyes big to c whats goin on...Nice One la dom!!! when u don't need us,u backstab us,when u need our help,u go look for ber,dom,ask them for help & call them bro...i reali cannot stand that...so fake...

speaking abt recent entry from u,1 of it is dat u mention we were what?? fighting for free food?? comon la...speak abt ur attitude dat time 1st before u say we were fighting for free food ok...when the food came,wad were u doin?? playing electronic games if i still remember...a few pple ask u to eat,but what were u doin?? u r still playing ur games & jus knod ur head...if u wan to eat jus come & take la...sit at there lyk emperor waiting for pple to serve u meh?? wad fight for food,pls get the situation right...anyway,there are 2 groups at that time...if u feel dat we are fighting for food,y not u get the food from the other group??? act lyk buy KFC urself with ur own $ sit there alone den pple ask y u sit alone eat KFC,trying to let pple sypmpatise u & state that we are the bad people...

next,the time when u say u caught us red handed?? were we?? whats there to be caught red handed...after reading the 1st sentence,i feel lyk laughing...we never hide the fact that we went to study together lo...hui chun,terry,yi kai & others,they know what is taking initative to ask where are we goin to study...dun tell me we never ask u,u cannot ask us?? u r not a kid dat we need to spoon feed u rite?? we go out together say we never ask u,go out le say "not close"?? wad kind of attidute is dat??
not close den stop saying bad things about us,since we are not close,i dun tink u know us well enough & fit enough to say bad things abt us...

btw,we had bbq on the 26th august,whc is sun...but since u r not close wif us,i dun tink u will wan to come & we dun intend to ask u also...

13 --> 12 badass & 1 kind soul...

im not lyk u,say pple still dun put names,act on good terms with them...since i decided to publish all this,i tink we hav nth to say anymore...im alrdy so old le,i dun tink i can afford to tahan young pple weird attitude...somemore i rem dat time got 1 person scold emin,scold on her blog rite louis?? today i throw everything back to u...u wan to say im petty?? but still not as petty as u...

2007-08-10T04:33:00.000+08:00

Wednesday
after marketing pp & my gems pp,went to terry hse to play some mj...haha...yup...its mj fever again though we still have 1 more pp on fri...im quite scared that i will fail this module,1 of my 25 marks was completely wrong...somemore my MCQ duno can make it anot =(

there was dayne,dom,songling,yikai & yen who was there...dom,dayn/terry,yi kai & me was playing mj...it was quite a fierce battle between all of us...everyone was simply making "big" cards,even my 3x 5pts game win was not enough...dom was the unlucky 1 who lose to the 3 of us...haha...then there was a part where terry's mum & sonling was giving advice to him...hehe...played 2 rounds...ended at 9pm & we left...& i was late to meet my frens...rush home & went down to MOS that night...finally can relax after so long...haha...BUT!!! what a bad night it was,i was molested by a fat ang moh at the club...i was touched all over...='( trying my ways to get away from her & my frens was there laughing lo...sadden...i will be having some phobia towards fat ang moh...haha...but luckily i managed to get away from her after ahile...then was treated liquor by my fren's frend...what a nice guy...^^ was quite high that night & i had a hangover till ber hse...he was teaching hui chun & me transport...left afound 2.30am & i walk all the way home...tired...but im still here blogging at 4.55am...lols...

was having exams for the past whole week...and finally everythings gonna be over later...yup...it will be my last pp...can say it will be the easiest pp,simply becoz there is no memorising needed,just need to do some calculations...
*hope i wun hav any calculations error tml...i will do slowly de...hehe...

its been a tough week for me,haven't been getting enough slp...then got frustrated quite easily...guess in the process i indelibrately give some bad comments or say bad things towards "some people"...if you are 1 of the "some people" i mention,im sorry ok?!?! don't feel offended...im not purposely say you all de...sorry ah,don't angry hor...i know you people are nice enough to forgive me right?? =)

2007-08-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

CODE RED!!!!

EXAMS ARE JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!!

this friday will be my 1st paper at 3pm...

ZZzzz...gonna study study study & memo memo memo & memo....not really that confidence going for this term exams...im just looking forward towards next wednesday...have been going to JE library to study...haven really start studying much...was just writing up notes...

today after we finished studying,we went to play lan games at JE...its been so long since i last played CS....haha...dinner at JE Kopitiam beofre heading home sweet home...

tired...guess its better not to fall for anyone right now...maybe i just wait for my "one" to appear ba... ^^

wah...almost forgot something...

Rules of the game:
Each player of the game starts off with ten weird things or habit or known facts about him/herself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own with ten weird things or habits or little facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end, the player must choose 6 people to be tagged and list them down.
No tag back.

1)Loves to slp,anywhere,anytime.
2)Loves to eat & eat,but pple can never use hunky to describe me.
3)im a poor chap,always spend all my $ without knwing to where.
4)duno hw to handle r/s.
5)loves liverpool.
6)hate to be alone.
7)i cant seems to satisfy my own needs.
8)im a frog in a well.
9)loves to look at pretty gals,but fail to find to gal i love.
10)im a timid guy.

im a nice guy,i won't drag anyone to play this game...lols...just kidding...there is nobody for me to nominate. =)

2007-07-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

hai...don't know whats wrong with me these few days...kinda emo & sometimes feel so agitated,temper kinda bad too...don't really know whats wrong with me...but im sure it has got nothing to do with exams coming or studies...

it seems that after that minor argument with her,have add on to my already unstable emotions...hai...don't know when i start to miss her everyday...don't know when i start to love listening to her voice every night...everyday will wonder what she is doing,hows her life etc...but our r/s seems to gone plain after that night...i just feel that we are not the same as before...i don't know why i felt this way...knowing that she has so many guys crowding around her makes me feel so uneasy...is she slowly ignoring me??is she slowly moving away from me??hai...all the things happen so fast...hai...have i fallen for her??

i just feel that someting is amiss...

nvm,after this entry i need to drink some chivas...hehe...

2007-07-26T20:43:00.001+08:00

went to watch the show above with HUI PING(don't say i never put your name hor,lol) and ber,think its the 1st time that we have a 3some movie date...haha...can say its quite nice,NICER than vacancy though,but i still think shutter is a better movie...quite naggy at the start but its also the most scary part as all shost scences are about to start...scare the hell out of me for the 1st scary scene...*knn

i don't dare to hug bolster when i sleep anymore le...T_T

its really been quite long since i last watch a horror movie...i actually reach a point where i cover my eyes lo...hai...so pathetic me...getting more & more humji le...lols...*don't laugh hor!!!

2007-07-23T19:21:00.000+08:00

Friday
went to school for lesson which ended at 12.30...went to fc4 to have lunch before going to suntec to queue donuts for my ex & jerlyn...lols...went together with dom,ber & jeslyn aka ber's gal...reach there for a while,ber & his gal went dating..left me & dom queueing...so boring,but at least its faster than the outlet at raffles...just when we was about to pay the $$,hui ping & jerlyn arrived...wah...good timing...haha...then off we go to watch Vacancy...DON'T listen to what hui ping says that its nice...ITS CRAP...1/5 stars for the show...just lame with no plot...lots of vulgarities too...haha...

after that went home with hui ping & had a small conversation with her along the journey...haha,can say she really understand ber's thoughts quite well or i should say her intuition is quite good...lols...

went to meet hui chun at night to go dom's house to play mahjong...the 1st 2 round was alright,but things went wrong in 3rd round when we changed to use BLACK dice...didn't game for quite awhile...terry play that round while dom went to bed...hui chun & him both ownage lo...yi kai & me was like watching moive...cause the both of us was like keep giving away $$...haha...that round,terry 1 person win 3 people...simply ownage...lols...

Saturday
good game lo...after playing whole night of mahjong,we went to get some breakfast,treated by terry...then went to meet the rest of the people at habour front...went to sentosa...

those present on that day are::
me,ber,dom,yi kai,chong,james,louis,mun hon,gary & don

the weather on that day simply s***s lo...drizzling the whole afternoon,hai...thought i can sun-tan,in the end,don;t have the chance to...played volleyball,beach soccer,monkey in the sea & some digging...lols...all start with james...he want to build a dam along the shore...lols...at the end,almost all of us were there to help him dig & dig,build & build...

there wasn't much pretty gals that day...sad...but at least we manage to have some free lunch,mac & kfc...wooo...SHIOK man!!! there was an event at sentosa,but because of the weather,there were many people who didn't attend the event & 1 kind lady ask whether we want to take those mac & kfc to eat...there were lots of leftover lo...
*yum yum*

left sentosa around 7+...went to habour front center to have our dinner...after that went home sweet home & sweetdreams...

Sunday
went to play soccer early in the morning with RU...the bball court was so dirty...got dead bird & earthworm lying around the court...*eeee

this few days was just simply enjoying like hell...however,next friday will be having exams le...hai...so bored...it seems that term 2 of the semester i will surely lose my motivation to study...saddening...right now i just wanna finished my exams & slack at home or go out to work!!! im going to get broke!!! =(

2007-07-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

siannnnnn..............

have been sick for the whole week...flu & cough keep going on & on...arrhhhh!!!!

have been quite a lot of mahjong this whole week too...haha...tuesday & thursday was at dom's house playing mahjong...won on tuesday,lost on thursday...then yesterday play mahjong again with RU...won 90cents...lols...not bad...but overall i still lost a few dollars for the week...everyday also nothing to do...so boring...wanted to study but i can't seems to get into the mood...i love going to school but i hate having exams...-.-" what to do?? no choice ehh...

after a while,decide to change back to my previous blog song...think its nicer...haha...

*sigh...life so boring~~~

2007-07-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

changed to a new blog song...though its kinda released quite long ago...

"Broken - Seether ft Amy Lee"

was so free just now that i went to calculate the possible marks that i must achieve in order to get a satisfied grade...so,for my this coming term tests,i need to to get >70 except for transport modelling which i will aim to get >80...pray that i won't get distracted by other stuffs and focus on getting the right result...haha...

*donuts,donuts & more DONUTS for tml!!!!! Lols....

2007-06-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

heard this song while listening to 98.7FM,well...its an emo song,but i think its nice...=)

Elliot Yamin - Wait For You

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

*i dedicate this song to the gal of my life,whoever she is,i will wait for you till you appear in my life...its the last thing i do...

2007-06-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

today's entry is to share with you people out there about my results...

Marketing - 51/100 D
Ship Sales & Purchase - 58/100 D+
Supply Chain Mgt - 69/100 C+
Bunkering - 69/100 C+
Transport Modelling - 77/100 B+
Port Agency will be revealed tml...

don't know whether i should be satisfied with my result anot...most probably won't...don't know izzit fortunate or misfortunate that for the pass 2 semester exams,i have been getting 69 marks...so near to B but yet so far...sad...but nevertheless,i will not slack during the next ICA...
*i will not let history repeat itself...

2007-06-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

so boring...was following campus superstar every monday...today wun be any exception...haha...

she look sweet...

she is a very good singer...

she has a unique voice...

youngest contestant in the competition...

it seem that i have a very strange or a unique taste...most of the gals i know,don't really like her...
i also don't know why...haha...

However.....
she still caught my eyes in the competition... =)

2007-06-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to queensway to shop shop with kok,jj & cheng...don't what happen,there wasn't many people shopping...somemore its saturday,we thought there might be quite a lot of people...shop around,cheng & me manage to bought a polo t each...$25 a piece...haha...then kok bought a new jeans & jj bought a new soccer shoe...shop from 6+ till 7.30 & we left to marina bay to have some steamboat session...we went to chong pang...hmmm...so sian lo...not much variety & the people there never replenished their stock when there is nothing much left...so boring lo...ate for about 2hrs before we left the place...reach home around 12am...then chit chat with my friend & her friend till 4am+...was so tired for the whole conversation...but it was alright at the end...

people say i look like them...

but when my "good" friend request me to send her a pic of mine because she lost the pic sent to her last time,she say that i'm playing with her...she don't believe that its me when i send her another pic...she claim its another person lo...somemore she kept laughing (-.-)" ...so sad...

this is what i send her--

LOL....!!!!

2007-06-15T12:30:00.000+08:00

Monday
went to work with my friends...distribute flyers with ah kok at suntec from 11-3pm...we was like working for 1 1/2hrs then resting for the rest of the time...lols...very relax...after that,went to ceni to watch pirate 3 with him & zhi wei...at first i was kinda confused in some part of the show cause i forgotten most of the story in pirate 2...haha...but,it was kinda nice movie...but did you people wait for the short scene at the end of the show...bet most of you people left after jack sparrow was languish in the ocean...lols...too bad you all miss the part at the end...

Tuesday
was kind boring...i was working alone with another indian guy...we need to put flyers on cars,so we went to all those commercial buildings' car park,then was kana chased out by the security guard a few times...lols...wonder who set those stupid rules that we are not allowed to put flyers on car park??and 1 more thing,is either singaporean just lazy to wash their cars or singapore itself is so dirty...most of the gas was like so dirty..luckily i was wearing black t-shirt that day...haha...we were like walking here & there in the business district...somemore that day it was raining in the afternoon...hai...so tired till heaven cried for me...lols...joking...

Wednesday
went out to meet my new friend i knew in friendster...we went to kbox...haha... was kinda shy at first...but it was quite alright after while...enjoy chatting with her,cause it was like i can chat with her anything under the sun...then i really enjoy teasing about her big H**D...lols...but i was really just playing with her...
*don't angry ar...

after klunch session,went to shop around orchard...hai...orchard is getting more & more boring each day...hai...nothing to shop...never saw the things i wanted to by...however,hehe...i manage to boght another jeans...the jeans that i've been looking for so long...though it's quite normal...but i kinda love it...simplicity is the best...haha...

after that wanted to catch a movie,but there was no time slot,so we went back to ceni...we went to the 24hr cafe in ceni 2nd level...fogot about the name of the cafe...then we was like chatting for around 1hr+...talking all sorts of nonsense things...haha...left the place around 6pm+...went home after that...guess we can really become good friends...lols...

at night meet up with les,cheng,val,guang,zhi wei,jason & lim to catch F4...ehhh...don't really like the ending part...it was like F4 was completely useless to save the earth...it was silver surfer whose save our world...-.-"

Thursday
went back to school for some "compulsory" trip to a company...so much for compulsory...quite alot of people was not there...haha...wonder how many attended to 2nd session...after that,went to dom's house to play mahjong...finally i'm touching some tiles...miss them so much...haha...though i got "bao" & lost $,but it was alright,at least im using my brain to think...lols...dom's was the biggest winner of the day...he treated us dinner & drinks...
*thanks ar...haha...

Friday
staying at home now...so boring...nothing to blog about today...gonna GE later...hehe...

yup...its a CAR!!! saw this amazing car when i was working on uesday...lols...cool~~~!!!

Vanessa Hudgens

you are currently listening to her song...*Say Ok* isn't she pretty?? =)

2007-06-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

Finally 1 week of torturing has ended...
But somehow nothing seems to have appeal me...
suddenly feel nothing when the exams ended...
i really prefer to have exams,cause it seems like its the only way to keep people together...though its torturing to study for exams,but when you realise that your friends are around you,motivating each other,i think its worth all the suffering...

after these exams week has ended,there are only left with 3 more exams period to endure...sad...i'm really going to treasure those period before i went for NS & into he working society...

guess what,i'm really enjoying studying,especially when there are a group of good riends around you...let's not care about the result for now,lets enjoy the moment shall we?? ^^

can somebody intro some new songs to put on my blog??i got no songs to put...sad...

2007-05-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

went for a nice hair cut.

Yoyoyoyo....

its me...scotto ong bobo...next week gonna start exams le,so won't be doing any posting...but feel free to tag at my tagboard... =)

Good Luck to those taking exams too =)
Let's work hard hard together...

2007-05-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

Finally i have recovered from my sickness!!!

was down with high fever,flu,headache & cough for the past few days...it was so terrible to be so sick...went to see the doctor on sunday & i waited for almost 2 hours...sometimes i was wondering what the hell is the doctor doing inside?so damn slow...it seems as though i'm taking oral exams,every patient that went in took around 10mins+ before they actually come out...was so frustrated about the waiting,espcially when i'm feeling so sick...but i'm glad i'm alright now...

then spent the whole monday doing my e-learning...the whole system was so lag...keep lagging out & keep re-doing...hai...but luckily i still manage to complete most of the assignment...now left with supply chain & marketting group assignment...

last night,my beloved liverpool lost 2-1 to AC...congrates to AC...nice try by liverpool players but not good enough...they wasted so many good chances to win the game,instead,AC took the lead through a freaking deflection by an old man...nevertheless,we are still the 5 times European Champions...haha...
*we will come back stronger =)

don't know why...i suddenly have this idea or a dream tht i wish to study in university...hmm...hey!! im serious guys...i think its always better to have a degree right?? yup...that's what i'm gonna aim for...
study in U =)

2007-05-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hai...it seems that i'm being inconsistance...1 week never skip lessons,the following week skipped...borng...izzit because e-learning week is coming,no need to go to school,so i so slack?? i got ? all over my face...haha...

suddenly feel like completing my course & gt my diploma asap...don't know why? not because i'm not happy with things in school,it just that i sometimes feel a bit tired studying...feel like wanting to go out to NS & go to the working society asap...but i think most people will say that its better to study...to me,i just love working... =) either i don't do,if i want to do something,i want to give it all my best,work hard towards being 1 of the best...yup,that's how i feel about myself...what you people think??

today went back school for GEMS,wanted to skip today's lesson,but GEMS got test,so cannot skip...the test ar...ehhh...don't know leh...i just hope i can get 14/20...cause that will be equal to 70%... =)

after GEMS,went to play soccer at school with chong & mun hon...so boring...only the 3 of us playing...therefore,we mixed around with other teams...once we started playing,we are undefeated...lols...but its true...guess too long never play soccer,i was out of gas soon...haha...after soccer went to FC3 to rest then we went our seperate ways...

sad man...so tired...why do i get tired & sleepy so easily?? don't understand...why i love to sleep so much?? don't understand...

2007-05-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

why keep calling me a flirt when i'm not? just because i said so?
what kind of logic is this??

if i say i'm gay,you people believe also??
just because i love bow wow - i'm a flirt, & i say i'm a flirt,that means i'm a flirt??

flirt?like to look at pretty gals also flirt? can anyone tell me??

hai...

2007-05-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

Finally,completed 1 whole week without skipping any lesson...may be next week can try 1 whole week not to sleep in class...haha...but its kinda difficult though...

today after school went for our FYP interview at dom's ITP company...was kinda having new lesson though...it was quite interesting to learn more about our FYP topic...so far so good...lets hope its a good start and a successful ending... =)

after that,went to bugis's tcc to consolidate our stuff...then something happen for the 1st time in my life...only ber,dom,jes & songling know what had happened...haha....shhhh.... =x lols... kinda emo a bit,but it was alright afterall...

next,we went to dom's place to play mahjong...i was the biggest loser tonight...may be its because after what had happened...haha...dom i person owned the rest of us...haha...

it was a long journey back home...so tired...tml midnight will be working will morning...hai...boring...and i'm still waiting for my pay from other work place...

*yawn...that is all for today... =)

2007-05-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Back to posting,

Went to school as normal,attend lessons...sad to say this is the 1st week that i didn't skipped any of the lesson...haha...time really flies,next week will be my last study week in school,the following week will be e-learning week,which means i won't be going to school for the whole week...then the week after will be the revision week before the commence of the exams...hai...this semester the modules really very,don't know what to say...hai...

today after school went town with li hui...& we watch 28 weeks later...the sequel to 28 days later really cannot make it...the movie was really lame & stupid...the ending part also nonsense,even after bombing the whole damn place & letting out toxic gas to kill the living dead,they can still end up running around France...lols...there are also a short scene at wembly stadium...lols...my advice to you people is not to watch...really a waste of money...

went home after that...here i am,listening to FM & blogging...will be going to eat my mango later...haha...*yum yum* come to realise,its been a long time since a last ate fruits...oh god!! i miss eating apple,mango,kiwi,watermelon,durian,jackfruit,guava...anybody wanna go geylang to eat durian?? i mean the real durian...don't get me wrong...haha...

had a sweet & weird dream last night,luckily its only happening in the dreams...cause if it really happen,i think the whole situation will be very chaotic...haha...then the previous night had a host of different & funny funny dreams as though i'm watching different movies...haha...

ok,that's all for today...
take care you people & really thanks for coming to my blog to read my entry... =)

2007-05-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

there are more pictures available on the club webby...=)

2007-05-02T07:35:00.000+08:00

9 alphabets for you people out there...

~L.I.V.E.R.P.O.O.L~

WOoo~~!!!! Mighty Liverpool FC knocked out chelsea once again...they won on penalties...reina saves 2 of them...kuyt scored the winning penalty...wooo...A.C Milan/Man U,who cares...they are going to Athens to win the European Cup/Champ League for the 6th time...Liverpool,best english team in Europe...

Team that knocked chelsea out :::
Reina,Finnan,Carra,Agger,Riise,Pennant,Gerrard,Mascherano,Zenden,Kuyt,Crouch

Sub ::: Alonso,Fowler,Bellamy

how i wish kewell was in there...haha...

2007-04-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

uploaded new songs on my song list...feel free to listen...if you want any song in particular can get it from me...haha...

ok...will be going to dom's house to play overnight mahjong...hope im bless with good luck...=)

then will be watching spiderman 3 with RU tml...YEA~!!! LET'S ROCK MAN~~!!! here i come spidey...!!!!!

2007-04-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

sian...saw my friend walk away alone...then the feeling make me,hai...so,i went off myself too...hai...why izzit suddenly like this?? don't understand...it just now longer the way it used to...im not gonna consider myself 13 for the time being...im just being myself...im will be alone...guess RU is still the best group of friends i ever have...we bear no grudge against one another & continue our marvelous friendship...hai...why izzit not the same to 13...saddening...

2007-04-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANT TO GRADUATE PEACEFULLY
haha...

aiyo...the atmosphere in school is kinda weird due to certain reason...aiyo ar...last year liao still got all this kind of stuff...why can't we just spend our last year happily & problem free...hmm...whatever happen i really hope that everyone will get over it lo...doesn't matter whose right or wrong le...all of us graduate together isn't it better? anyone agree with me??

one more thing to add is that me,ber,dom & dayne,we are all neutral...we don't stand on any side...we come in peace...haha...=) hmm...hope everything can end asap...

okok...enough saying...
today attend my 1st CRS lesson...at first when i went into the class,the lecturer was lecturing the class about giving attitude & puctuality...he was looking so fierce...but as the lesson goes by,his lesson damn superd man...i wasn't feeling sleepy at all...he actually make the lesson very interesting...he was 100x better than the previous CRS lecturer...im enjoying CRS now...=)

after school went to dom's house play mahjong with dayne & song ling...i was the biggest winner of the night...won enough $ to take cabbie home from potong pasir...lols...guess i was really lucky today...=) got around 3/4 times that i gamed with limit...but i guess it won't last for long...haha...played for 1 1/2 round...took bus 147 to clementi before switching to cabbie...was chatting with li hui on the bus...& the journey seems so short...& almost every traffic was green...lols...=)

tired man...hope nth will happen for the week...=)

2007-04-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

Finally the biggest problem has been SOLVED!!!

no need to spend another 1/2 a year at poly...everythings solved,case closed...now left with the gems module only...all thanks to capt rosli & capt ah fatt...

before the school commence,i was never looking forward towards going to school...knowing that i have to reapeat 1/2 a year just because i failed 1 pathetic module...it really makes me lost my motivation to study...that is why on the 1st day of school,i went to work instead...distribute flyers at tampines...$100 for 1 day,from 9.30-5...i can say that the job is really very slack...by 11.30,i've given out all the flyers & i have to hang a board on my body walking around...lols...kinda "pai say" though,but it was alright...=)

went to meet li hui as it was her birthday,have pastamania for dinner & went to watch a movie - turistas...don't watch the movie...damn gross...really !^#&^@%&!...however,i was laughing at certain gross part...lols...hang around esplanade before we went home...though she ask me not to mention we went to esplanade again,but.....i still did!!! haha...

today went to distribute flyers again,but this time im working at clementi...finished my flyers by 11am...hang around clementi before heading to sp to pass a form to my lecturer & meeting my friends for lunch...i was being taken photo by my classmates with me wearing the banner...lols...i wasn't shy at all...im learning not to be shy about things...haha...after that went back to help out in my friends work place again...this time insert magazine inside envelope...another $50 earned...hehe...kinda tired & boring though...but afteall,its work...=)

*phew...now almost everything is settle,i really need to study hard hard le...im not going to let the same thing happen twice again...=)

2007-04-13T18:49:00.000+08:00

update?? what to update?? i also don't know...haha...

monday went to boey house play mahjong...got me,hui chun,bernard,dom & boey newly joined family,boey hui ping...she changed her surname just because i made her a cup of ribenna...haha...played 3 rounds...the longest playing session i have till now...i guess i really love playing mahjong...i can play for days if i really want to...but i have to spare a thought for my friends...they can't "tahan" too long...haha...

tuesday went out with li hui again...a new friend i meet at the club...saw jerlyn at citylink...she was with boon bin...ate yoshinoya with her before heading to esplande library to kill time...after that watched movie - Because I Said So...not bad though...quite nice...its been a long ime since i watched this type of shows...=)
after that walk around & we overnight outside...we sit near the esplanade to enjoy the sea breeze...around 4+am,we walk round & round just because i want to look for things to eat...in the end,didn't manage to find one...sian...hungry!!!

thenjust now went to work with bro kok...we went around the neighbourhood to put flyers outside their door...a bit sian...we completed 12 blocks altogether...was raining halfway through...but it was alright...we continued after that...start at 12.30 & finished at 4.30...4 hrs exactly...

i hereby pronounced that im down with flu,sore throat & may be fever is approaching...but im graving about lots of food....how how how?? who can satisfied my crave?? i want to eat LJS,sushi,fish & chip,chocolate,ben & jerry ice cream...how how how?? im drooling now...arhhh!!!!

1 more thing before i end this entry...
Happy Birthday to my brother aka sister Amelia Teo...=)

2007-04-09T09:23:00.000+08:00

Thursday 5th April
went out with 1 friend go watch Meet The Robinson...the show is quite nice & meaningful...it show us how important is family to us...even if you fail in the things you do,your family will always be there to encourage you & urging you to "Keep Moving Forward" lols....after movie went to shop around orchard till 8pm we went to esplanade library...we should have go down earlier,the place can really relax,sitting at the sofa,enjoying the air-con & scenary...wooo~~!!! then 9pm strikes,we have to leave,so we went to enjoy the sea breeze near the esplande...we was there the whole night till 5+ in the morning...wanted to stay till morning...but i really can't make it liao...tired sia...haha...we were sitting there chatting then this gal who was appraently kicked out by DXO's bouncer,from what we heard is that she threw cigratte into the dance floor,& she was cursing DXO,shouting,yelling...she was completely drunk man...fierce gal...lols...took a taxi home after that...=)

Friday 6th April
was suppose to play soccer at around 1pm+,but i really can't make it...very tired...then around 3pm+,my friend called again say they short of 1 player,so being a kind soul,i went down to make the numbers even...lols...after that,my friend suggested playing mahjong...but there is no place for us to play...so i suggested to come my house play...lester,cheng,guang & valerie reach my house at around 9pm...started playing...1st game ended no 1 winning...lols...then the 2nd game,my friend "tio bao" by me...haha...kinda lucky..."zhi mo wu tai" haha...we played a total of 1 1/2 round...lester & me was the biggest winner...lester won $ because valerie helped him to win...haha...valerie left after while & after finished the game,went to my house void deck to eat supper...as cheng have bike,it is easier for us...so me & him went to blk 651 kopitiam to buy supper...& i treated them drinks because i won $...see...i can be very good at times...=) lols...may be i should treat my friends more often...after eating,went home sweet home...

Saturday 7th April
was at home the whole day...=)

Sunday 8th April
woke up early in the morning to play soccer tornament...got don,brothers chong & hui chun...i conclude that hui chun is the best keeper for the whole competition...he really made plenty of wonderful saves...you all should have see it yourself...*thumbs up for him*
the competition was so draggy...7 teams only also play until so long...somemore play till halfway raining...we have to wait somemore...sian...we managed to get into semi-final by some match fixing...lols...kinda shameless to say this...but its the truth...don's friend want to help us get through,so he ask the team who is already through to next round to give chance 7 the team did...game resumed after the rain have stopped...in the end,we lost both match...but i was a good competition afterall...went home next...

saw the last part of the episode of the drama "The Hospital"...altough i didn't really watch the show,but it was kinda boring...the last part was jerry yan was asking the gal to marry him...but the gal rejected...he was there pleading her,asking why but the gal still say no...apparently,the guy kinda let her down before...so she says its too late for them...izzit true that a couple break & patch its very hard to get together again??but i guess i know the answer myself...but then,why izzit so?? really don't understand why izzit always so...haha...why izzit always so late for guys to realise the gal he love most is always right in front of him...im not being emo here...just wanna say out my thoughts after the part...haha...

2007-04-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

Fast Entry
was working at wee leong's work place...doing some packing for mails...bernard was there too & within just 5-10mins,he was injured...he is a injury-proned person when working...lols...1st day was kinda tough for all of us...tired & we even got cut from don't know when or where...haha...my poor fingers!!!

2nd day was much slack...it was a easier packing assingment...haha...me & boon seng completed 2 pallets on our own within like 3.5 hrs all together?? & the 2 pallets got around 3000+ mail...do until our hands rot...lols...was alright...the 2 days past damn fast...

then these 2 days bet soccer either chelsea failed to score 1 more goal or bayern scored addition goal...sian...bayern broke mine & ber's hearts....arhhh!!! 10 more sec milan also cannot tahan...$#^%^@....

2007-04-02T09:19:00.000+08:00

Fat Joe - What's Love!!! Woo...this song is nice...

in the song,it says that love is about the 2 people & its about trust...haha...so,what's love to you all??

hmm,to me,i also don't know myself...all i know is that once the feeling of felling in love is lost,its no longer call love...& once you miss out on certain chance,the feeling will never resurface again...love & feeling is kinda link together...it can easily come & go...it can be sweet or it can be bitter...it just a matter on how you handle your r/s...

how i wish there is someone out there for me to love...but that is not happening,cause i don't think im ready to start any r/s now...i need to face the love music,make-over myself,turn over a new leaf,come up with better ideas to make the gal i love feel love,sorted out my future...when all are done,im ready to fall in love again...

& when that happen,i will sacrifice anyting for her,i will stop playing soccer,no more clubbing unless she want to go with me,msg her everyday...=)

but that's only when i got myself a girlfriend i really love...haha...

2007-03-31T05:20:00.000+08:00

IM A SELF-PROCLAIMED LOUSY GUY!!!!

in the past i used to emo about love life...but now,emo about my life,myself...

hai...really afraid to think about what my future might be...i admit,sometimes im selfish...not because that i don't want to do it,its that i know my limitation of what i can do...that's why somethings i don't want to do...

i think im too quiet...quiet till im afraid that people might find me a boring person...i also don't know what's wrong...sometimes i just don't know what to say or talk about...

i know my temper often gets over my head...i think 13 haven really see me damn fiere before...used to have a very bad temper...but i think its better now ba...cause i seems to have "kan kai" on certain things...only RU have always been seeing the fierce part of me at most times when we were still in sec school...

talking about being a son...im not very sure...although time & time my parents told me its ok,its alright,but i know deep down they are still worry about me...sometimes when they tell me if i no $ to use just tell them...but,aiya...how am i suppose to ask my parents for $...not because of what...i just feel that its not right...its their hard-earned $...the way i spend my $ is like open tap water...keep asking for $ i also feel bad...

talking about being a lover...sian...more jialat...im not thoughtful or romantic enough...whoever be with me,will get nothing but tears...im not those use & throw away kind of guy...

just now went clubbing,get to know 1 gal...my friends say i always go club sure get to know gal...upon hearing it,i also don't know what to say...i never thought that i can have any relationship with gals i know from club...just feel that it's always better to know more people from different places...

aiya...just feel that my life & myself suxs...

2007-03-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel so hopeless for my own future...i don't even think that i have a future myself...i feel so useless...until now,i still don't know what am i good at,what kind of potential i have so that in the future i won't starve to death...i realise that a lot of stuff i don't know...i feel that my brain is not working...who can tell me what i should do??there is no longer a clear path in my life...

may be i can be a monk instead...no worries,no problem...i don't have to worry that i will starve to death,don't have to worry what i cannot afford for my family...

simply i just feel so useless...i feel like i'm just an empty vessel...living my life daily when people around me are gaining more & more knowledge...am i really going to depend on my parents forever?? hai...what can i give my family,my parents?

2007-03-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday went sentosa with RU...attendance for yesterday trip was only 7 people...was suppose to have bbq,but its was all last min,we drop out the whole idea of bbqing...most of the guys can't make it...there were only me,lim,les,cheng,darren,zhi wei & guo hao...the 7 of us took the monorail to sentosa...it was quite an experience...but the feeling is just like LRT...lols...
*saw louis & he was working...

the sun was blazing hot high up in the sky...played basketball & volleyball there...we were the undisputed champion in basketball...lols...never lost a single game we played...play volleyball by drawing our own court...lols...blazing sun + doing push-up for the losing team = sucky feelings...left the place at around 6+...after that the whole situation was kinda complicated...its such a troublesome just to think of what to eat...lols...spent around 1hr torturing ourselves just to think of where to eat & where to watch TMNT...in the end,we went back to jp eat LJS & watch TMNT...lols...tan,dickson & hock chuan joined us for dinner & movie...its been quite long since we went to watch a movie in a big group...somemore its not even full attendance...haha...

ok,now for the movie TMNT...i gave 4/5 stars for it...the movie was not bad,just that the ending part of the movie leaves a few questions marks...it brought back some of my childhood memories where i used to love TMNT so much...got quite a few TMNT toys when i was young...but don't know where has it gone to now...when i was small i was so fond of Leonardo...lols..don't know why...i just feel that his so cool...just like me...lols...just kidding...=) but now,i love both micheangelo & leonardo...love the hilarious side of micheangelo...lols...
overall,its was quite an interesting movie...i will surely grab its vcd when its out...lols...

2007-03-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

today went out with my lynn meimei & 1 of her friend,adrian,who brought 2 other friends along...4 guys 1 girl...went to ceni play pool with them...the 2 guys play pool really pro sia..sometimes feel like they let me abit...lols...after,we went to PS...it was pouring that time,but luckily one of the guys drive a car...but we still got drenched as we still need to cross a traffic to the carpark right across ceni...it was a bumpy ride to PS...feel that we can die any moment...then lynn meimei was like yelling...lols..."majiam" like the car drift sia...went to PS play arcade while...then later lynn meimei & i walk around PS then "sun bian" help me look for "chio bu"...haha...head straight down to basement to eat takoyaki...haha...its been a long time since i ate that...taste great...*yummy* lynn meimei say i have high standard for the girls i like...lols...its not i set high standard,it just that no girls make my heart beat faster than normal...haha...later on,her friend,adrian, join us & we walk all the way from PS to clark quay...reason?because we have nothing to do & lynn meimei don't want to go off so soon...lols...she was complaining for whole journey...reach there,sat at MAC till 6.30pm before we went off...

shit man...may be i shouldn't have went out...i saw 1 black blazer very nice...& 1 77th street t-shirt...arhhh!!! how?!?!?! im broke le...no $ to buy...but the blazer damn chio la...but i bet its kinda expensive...my prediction? $150 max...

as many people have complained,esp that hui ping,that i have too many pop out before they can enter my blog,i've decided to reduce it to just 1...lols...see...i treat you so good...don't say i always bully you...lols...

2007-03-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

my desires are ever increasing!!! lols...

more & more...when will i ever complete the list??

2007-03-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

nothing to do at home,so might as well post something in my blog...haha...

without me knowing,im 20 this year...
without me knowing,i've grown up le...
without me knowing,things have changed...

everyday stay at home doing nothing,doesn't know what lies ahead in my life...sometimes i really feel so lonely within me...is this what single guy will feel?? though im feeling lonely at times,but i guess i'm getting used to it le...though i may miss being love by someone or miss by someone,i myself know that i still have to live my life...=)

its been a long time since a girl can make my heart pound faster than normal...will i ever feel that fast beating pace of my heart again? or will i just seal my heart for the time being...but seriously,its no rush for me...based on my current situation,i don't know what kind of happiness can i give for my girl...saddening man...so many things are in my mind right now...especially what happen to my academic result...need to repeat 1 more module...boring & stupid...the feeling just s***s...everytime see so many pretty girls,but none can make my heart really pound fast fast...

*sigh

life really very boring when you are not working...no $ means i cannot afford to clear the items on my wishlist...arhhh!!! but at least i'm getting closer...lols...

*wink

2007-03-18T01:42:00.000+08:00

what a tiring day it was today!!!

early in the morning,went to meet wee leong,lim they all go work...im the 1st person to reach...in the end,i have to wait for 1/2hr before they arrived...it doesn't really pay to reach early...=(

we went to east area to work...work as what?? distributer of flyers...the 5 of us went to different places...i was allocated at bedok...the person in-charge lied...say only a very small stack...in the end...over 1500+ to give out...start work before 11am...it was quite a good start...1/2 an hr gone,distributed around 1/5 of it le...then,i got a very evil,but clever plot...lols...saw so many HDB flats around,why not i put it inside the letter box,smart right??im so proud of myself...lols...approach the 1st block,the letter box used for inserting the letters were locked...sian...nvm...approach the 2nd block...this time,a few were half open...guess what,the "smart" me put 1 whole stack of around 20 pieces into each box...hehe...left around 1/5,bring back to the mrt station to distribute again...less than 40 mins,i've finished!! it was only 1.10pm when we have to work till 2pm...lols...so it was like working 1hr+ earn $50...lols...ain't im bad enough...lols...

after work,went tampines mall meet wee leong they all...go there eat pastamania...hai...so fast,1/5 of the pay gone...but it was alright la...also quite long didn't eat pastamania le...

then i went off to meet my friends go queensway shopping...i bought a new black pants,a black t-shirt...therefore,i conclude that i used up all my pay for this morning work...lols...but nevertheless,will be working again next saturday..=)

went bugis,what we do,watch movie,what we watch?300...lols...that is the 1st movie that i watch twice...this proved how good the movie was...& to me,i really love this kind of war movies...another examples also like lord of the rings,troy...don't know why,i just love those kind of movie...not because it is very disgusting with heads,limps flying,blood spilling...=)

its so nice to be out there shopping,going out with friends...somemore can see a lot of pretty girls...hehe...

okok...that's all for today...signing off to drink my chivas...=)

2007-03-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

what 300 spartans can do to its enemy behind...

just now went to watch 300 with my RU Bros...1 word to describe the movie....

SPLENDID!!!

the fighting scences was damn "chio"...though some may find it disgusting...but i find it alright for a M-18 movie...the movie uses alot of fake blood...lols...those blood splash with "classes",nice...not like anyhow splash here & there...it make the movie real clean though...it was very encouraging that even though they are outnumbered,they never give up,never retreat,never bow to death...they fight till the very end...for girls who like to see muscular bodies,these is the show to watch...their 6-packs,piceps nice lo...how i wish i could have a body like them...

the rest is up to you guys to judge...for me,its a very nice movie...i give 4.5 out of 5 stars for it...

2007-03-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

these few days at home only eat,sleep,play com...these things add up together = PIG!!! lol...

sigh..my parents still haven't know... -.-" now can only pray that the time table is of my favour...if not...GG liao...

re-arranged my computer table so that i can put my lap top...

everyday stay at home rot...hai..life suxs...lols...

just post entry for the sake of posting...lols...

2007-03-07T11:00:00.000+08:00

after looking at my result,failing in modules,i realise that im not as smart as i think i am...sometimes i feel that im still like a primary school kids,don't how high the sky was,how deep is the earth(if you could translate in chinese)...sometimes i really made a few wrong decision...is this really the end for me?am i really working hard towards the future that i want?guess all i can is only use my mouth instead of actions...hai...kinda disappoint my parents...how am i going to tell them?im really in deep shit now...im really feeling very low...at least when in secondary there is always other ways or still got chance to overturn the tie...but now in poly,its kinda difficult...or i can say,there are no other ways...i tried to be more optimistic,but its just seems so hard for me to take this time...just like "tio" sacked by a company that you have work i...if fail modules that are related to my course,i have nth to say...but its not...sometimes i wonder is the god really being fair...but i guess he is...not everything you do goes your way right?what matter is how you pick yourself up when you fell down...but can i really get this into my head & learn from mistake?? this year 20 liao still so irresponsible & insensible...hai...

can anyone drag me up from the deep shit??

2007-03-07T02:46:00.000+08:00

hai..i really fail crs...need to repeat le...hai...somemore fail 2 module that is not related to my course...hai...what should i do now??

2007-03-04T04:13:00.000+08:00

hmm...i will pretend you have said nothing to me...cause i don't want to get hurt or disappointed in the end...its always been this way for me...the more i expect the worst i will get...the most i least expected,things happen...its like giving me a glimspe of hope...im really afraid to face it...so thats why i rather not trust it...but im really glad that you have tried,that's enough for me...for me,the world im living is just black & white,like my blog...no more colour anymore...hope that you can find the right answer you have been looking for & make the right decision...its yours to make...whatever it is,just don't regret lo...=)

*misses

2007-03-03T03:01:00.000+08:00

HI PEEPS...

if you all don't mind,add me in your friendster account...

its my new account...its kinda difficult to add all one at a time...

sorry to bother you all so much...thanks...

--> ong_bobo8@hotmail.com

2007-02-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

its a sad day today...suppose to work today at pokka,but the agent never give us the correct place,then me & bernard have to go home...sian lo...i only remember her asking if we had work in pokka factory before,then she push the blame to us...hai...then nvm lo..we went home lo...before we go,we took 3 cans of green tea each as our compensation...lols...actually already wanted to skip work today cause already very tired then also not feeling well...hav been having flu since yesterday...

& because i want to use my converse voucher,& it was still early,me & ber left the factory at about 8.15am then we walk to tamah jurong before proceeding to jp to kill some time...then ber also want to claim his winning soccer bet from sg pools...on our way we talk about dota...lols...these few days keep dotaing...1 day can play at least 4/5 times...haha...

i think we reach jp at around 9am ba...then we head to liberty...reach there,sian 1/2...cause already alot of people & why there are so many people??because today is wednesday...lols...a lot of people trying their luck by making 4 digit winning numbers...haha...so,we sat at the bench near banquet...chat about soccer this time...lols...blah blah blah...& eating our suppose to be "lunch" as breakfast...i think we sat there around 1 hour ba...then we go back liberty check...this time sian fully...the queue is much longer... -.-" then ber also lose the interest to bet anymore nor claim his $...lols...

as the converse shop still not open yet,we went to play arcade...play time crisis 2...today my reaction is much better then i used to be...lols...don't know why...1st time play until that far...hehe...then play daytona next...lose to ber in time attack...-.-"

finished playing...went to check out at the converse shop,still not open...went to popular,music junction etc etc...then i saw dragon ball anime...wa lao...really love dragon ball cartoons...but it cost $108 for each volume...sian...somemore there are 4 volumes...which is = to $432...hai...

11am strikes...converse shop is officially open...finally grabbed my jacket...gladly went home with my new jacket...hehe...

2007-02-28T01:09:00.000+08:00

changed back to my previous blogskin...guess this is a better blogskin for me...don't you all think it suits me better?? haha...wonder if there are only black & white colour in this world...guess everything we do will be very dull,right??

for me,these are the 2 colours that fill my life...everyday wake up,facing 4 walls,knowing that there is nothing for me to look forward to...seems like its so meaningless...but i will slowly get used to this kind of life...=) i will be more optimistic...

hai..but i think when 7th of march approaches,my life will be more cloudy than before...those in 13 sure know what im refering to...guess i won't be able to graduate with you all at the same time...sorry guys,have to ps you all...=)

if any of you guys out there have been reading my & her blog constantly,you all should know roughly what had happen...other than those that know me,im sure you all will say that i deserve what i deserve right?? well,i really won't blame you all...sometimes i do feel like im a bas**** too...& i really can't blame her for avoiding me or keeping away from me...remember once when you ask me what will i do if we ever broke up?? by now you should know or i should know...i never expect myself to do certain things...although sometimes i cheat on you,like you said,when im trying to get you back...in that times,i never really want to cheat on you...cause i never expect i will be able to get you back...everytime when we patch it was like so sudden & i never expected that...im serious though...but no point saying all these...next time if i ever met another good gal,i will never treat her so badly anymore...i swear!! this r/s with you,really drew all our energy,make us feel so tired...espcially you...so sorry...other than sorry i don't know what can i say to you anymore...this will be the last time i will ever say to you...thanks for all the wonderful memories...you take care...hope from now on you can live your life happily... =)

*to her & all her friends,if i ever saw you all out there in the street,please don't blame me for not saying 'hi' or smile ok?? cause i really don't have the courage or face to face you all...sorry...

will be posting my new blog url shortly...sorry to make you guys changed again...=)

2007-02-27T15:55:00.000+08:00

Finally,its the finale of the whole ridiculous thinggy,evertthing has ended...
there is no way im be able to look at your blog anymore...it seems that either one of us had to do it...& you did it...i will have no hard feelings towards you...if you think its the best for you,i won't blame,its what i want anyway...=)

think next time we will be very foolish when we recall all these things that had happen...haha...think its better to do it in the hard way...let everything cool down...saw 1 show,it stated that humans are more capable the conceal their feelings better than animals..think its quite true...whether an animals are fond of anything,they can esily show out,not as in expression...
eg can be a dog,when they are happy they will just shake their tail...

whereas it is hard to guess what we humans are thinking,cause they will hide their feelings better...whether they are sad,happy,they like someone or hate someone,sometimes its kinda hard to tell...

alright,hope you are able to take care of youself someway out there in the world...=) if next time you ever had a boyfriend,i will surely give you my blessing,i really do...its really from the bottom of my heart...you can trust me on this...=)

let everybody in this world to live happily ever after...=)
*i think its time to change my blogskin...haha...

2007-02-25T12:10:00.000+08:00

i thought i will never post anything about her again...but sorry guys...pls bare with me ok??

wah wah wah...if you consider yourself as a fool,im the fool of the fool...
fool of the fool to misunderstood that we still can get back together,
fool of the fool to pray to god to let us get back together,
fool of the fool to even bare hope that i still have a chance...

ok ok...you are right ok...i don't understand foreign language...
ok ok...you are right ok...i cheat,i do things,bad things,behind your back...

i already leave you alone,forever le,what more you want?? isn't it the best way to forget about me?? isn't it the fastest way to stop all this nonsense from me?? i don't,& i will never believe that after a couple broke up,they can so fast to continue as friends...if both of us can't even put everything,may be im the only 1 not able to put down,i think it will be hard to stay as friends...

i did everything for no reasons ok...can?? so,what i did means nothing to you,though its nonsense stuff...haha...feel like laughing at myself...

like i said,since you already decided & you CAN'T get back with me le,why am i still affecting you?? i really don't understand,& i don't know why lo...that's you alright...say can't le,so whatever i do also won't affect you mah...im not your close friends either,i really don't know what you want...

all i can see is that,when im not saying things about you,i won't affect your emotions...then when i said things about you,you can say until i affect the cycle of your life,corrupt your world?? what is the meaning of this???

you are right ok?? u are right in everything alright...you win!!! YOU WIN!!! YOU WIN!!! im the only fool of the fool that can corrupt your beautiful world...& please,nobody can help you...ultimately,it have to depend on yourself...forget about me asap is the best option...

im already trying my best,as best as i could to stop thinking about you...since you can't get back with me,i don't see a problem in you forgetting about me...somemore you have so many friends & so many guy friends or boyfirend,like you like to put it,out there...its a easier job for you than me...

*above entry have no sarcastic tones in it...if you think so,feel free to shoot me...but i won't even care...cause no matter what,i will always lose to you & you are always right.....

2007-02-24T05:49:00.000+08:00

went clubbing with lester,cabb,cheng & sui wei...well,not really an enjoyable night...i can only say its not our day that's all...haha...it was my 1st clubbing session after nearly 1 or 2 month i guess so...but all of a sudden,i have this thinking...what izzit the main purpose of going clubbing?? izzit to know my gals,get telephone numbers,look at pretty gals or a more disgusting way,taking advantage of them...although i have habour those evil thoughts,i have never done it myself...at most just hold their waist,cuddle...but i think it should be consider quite bad le ba...then suddenly lose the interest to go club...don't know why actually...may be some unpleasent things happen that make me lose interest in everything...hai..confusion...is there something wrong with me?? sad man...

later will be going with my friends again...so i better go get some slp now...ZZzzz

2007-02-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

Tuesday went out with kok to Balestia to claim $20 taxi fare...sound a bit stupid right...lol...but when we reach there,we got more than what we expected...haha...EXTRA "ANG BAO" !!! & its much more than most of our relatives would have given us...$20 sia...the person-in-charge is really quite good...we were late for work but he never scold us or say us...friendly too...=)

after that went to meet hp,ber & hui chun to go dom's hse...reach there around 4.30...played 1 round of mahjong,1 round as in east wind nia...lols...then later on we switched to play blackjack...

we left for dinner at around 8++,then some of them have to leave early...after dinner,don send hui chun,who was drunk,hp & me back...

went to lim's hse next...reach there at around 10.20pm,all of them was sweating...& for what reason?? they play blackjack,loser do pumping... -.-" do until i also peng the next day...haha...& cheng do over 200 times that night...lols...left his hse & headed to lester's hse next...i took cheng's motorbike over...my 1st motorbike ride...quite "shiok" sia,although its only a short distance...haha...

reach there,we sit at his hse dining table eating snacks,chatting & having a few slip of alcohol...before proceeding to playing blackjack again...but this time its not pumping anymore...haha...played till 3am & we left...

reach home,bath & watch soccer...haha...i was kinda lucky to win $ from both the live matches,cause man u scored a cheeky goal & it was lucky enough for me to win $...may be because it was ber who help me buy & he added that little bit of luck...lols...

was really enjoying the whole day & night...especially when we played blackjack...haha...be it it was my 13 or RU,i really enjoy every bit of their company...glad to have these 2 group of friends...im those people who is really afraid of being lonely...im really happy to have them around...

& there is this saying,when you loses on r/s,you will win on gambling...for now,it is quite true...haha...hope this continues...=)

Wednesday i woke up at around 1pm+...slack at home abit,use com then around 5+ went to meet ice_demon at control station before we head to vivocity to meet lester,lim,cheng,zhi wei,jin long & dickson for a movie...we watch Ghost Rider...for those marvel/DC lovers,these movie is consider not bad le...3.5 stars out of 5 i gave...haha...after movie went to food republic to have dinner before we proceed to kok's hse...oh ya..we saw amelia & her bf at vivo too...haha...

as always,went to play blackjack...& this time,cheng was the host...lols...cause no one want to be host,so he volunteer...lols...but he won big time ok...starting from zero to winning $17++...guess he can be a potential banker...haha...we start with 7 people,kok,lim,guang,cheng,dickson,ice_demon & me...40 mins gone,we left with 5 people playing...dickson & lim stopped playing...within that 40 mins,almost all of us lose $ to cheng liao...wth...haha...although lim re-joined into the game,he didn't manage to recoup his losses...soon..we left with me,kok,guang & ice_demon playing...cheng was tired & he sleep on kok's bed...lols...then we decide to switch banker...each person will do banker once...& guang was very lucky...everytime when his the banker,he got "bun luc"...lols...we stopped playing at 3.30 & we went to watch how liverpool win barcelona at nou camp...lols...lucky enough,i was able to recoup my losses & win some $...haha...

what a tiring 2 days for me...so now,i am resting at home...lols...

*thanks for reading such a long essay...=)

2007-02-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

Childish?! Childish?! yea...that's the words i expected you to use it on me... then you think you are more mature then me?? everythime say i don't understand you...but how you want me to understand?? then let me ask you 1 question...do you understand me?? all you know is i want to get back with you,bla bla bla...can you understand the meaning of starting afresh?? you know what is afresh?? im sure you do right...i know i sometimes said things i shouldn't have...but if you understand me,you should know that i will NEVER get angry with you for a long time...i don't get angry with people for a long time...but i guess you also forget this that is about me le ba...do you know sometimes when you talk to me,i know without you knowing,some things you said make feel that we still have a chance...im not saying you should think twice before you said some things to me...what i mean is that,hmmm...i also don't know how to explain...just that its different from the way you talk to a person who don't like you & person who have feelings for you...hai..sometimes i really don't know why things turns out the way it is...when i ask for your forgiveness on cny eve,then you tell me you are immune to my apology,you don't know what to forgive me...then i was like wth...then what is this whole situation about?? guess we,may be myself only,should catch a breadther...hai...izzit really all my fault that all this nonsense happen again?? izzit really me?? from the conversation we had,& what you have said,its all my fault lo...i don't understand you...

so much of a CNY huh?!..... -.-"

*due to shortage of time i had,above entry is just a rough summary of what i want to say...if you want to celebrate your new year happily,pls don't drop by here for the time being...this blog is polluted with saddness...

2007-02-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps...its Day 1 of the Chinese Lunar New Year...but here i am blogging...haha...its kinda boring actually...every year,i will always be going out to reletive house to "bai nian",but this year,due to 2 of the oldest & most respectable figures in my house,who are my grandparents...lols...that is why this year,i have to stay at home waiting for people to give me "angbao" will do...lols...people said that we shouldn't open "angbao" after celebrating the 15 days of the new year as it will bring bad luck or whatever...but i guess whether got open within the 15 days or after it,it seems the same to me...

-may forward 1 module in due time.
-never to contact the gal i love.
-stomache now while typing.
-everyday at home also nothing to do.

feel like my life is so damn plain without certain person around me...just feel so boring...no colour...simply just black & white...

okok...i said im not going to talk about her again...so,i will try ok?? im kinda disgusted by myself,feel so disappointed...am i really a guy?? can anyone tell me?? hai...2nd nov till now...hmmm....its like 3 months liao,i still can't forget her..wth right...they say guys should lift & let go easily,but i can't seems to do it...saddening...hai..nevertheless,looking forward to the drinking session at dom's house...keep it away from me,if not i will drink the whole bottle myself...lols...

wondering how she is doing now...must be enjoying herself now...while here i am,making myself miserable don't know for what...-.-" think of her,she got think of me meh?? this is the ques i must constantly tell myself...she will never think of me anymore....

anyway....

Happy Chinese Lunar New Year to all !!!

Enjoy peeps...take as many red packets as possible!!!

*why can't we go door to door saying "Happy New Year,Pull Your Ear",just like holloween,whereby people went door to door saying "Trick or Treat"....lols...like this then we will have lots of "angbao"...lols...

2007-02-18T04:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! 1st entry of the pig's year!!!

just got back from work,& here i am blogging...it was kinda slack working at the tiger beer booth...haha...just that my fingers kinda pain pain after opening of around...hmmm?? 150++ can of tiger beer...lols...but most of the time me & kok were just merely enjoying the performance...

while working at the booth,some mediacorp artiste were doing some recording...xu zhen rong,wang jian fu,xie yun yi,the super host winner & darren,the guy who recently won the project superstar...haha...& his eyes really damn small...lols...those guys look kinda short to me,cause those ladies were pretty tall...sie yun yi is really damn pretty lo...hehe...*cheeky*

then i was electircuted by a commitee,she was asking for a bottle of plain water,& her eyes was like "fang dian" you know...then i was mesmerised by her eyes...haha...she look quite pretty to me though...hehe...*another cheeky smile*

its kinda bad way to welcome new year...was smsing her...thought may be could make things better...but it turn out likewise...well,if that makes her happy,so be it...let me make this annoucement very clearly to you guys out there....

"Never mention E.M.I.N these four letter words to me anymore...pls don't associate me with her anymore...hai...just let her,let me live our life seperately,happily...i will no longer be there to bother her anymore...i know you guys don't say her...but just in case,pls don't mention her in front of me can??so just let everything go ba...thanks people...hope everything will get better for me lo...its really a very bad doggie year for me & for her...whatever it is...

Emin Lim,i hereby say sorry to you,for all the nonsense i gave you,the pain i brought to you...so sorry...you will never see me anymore in your life anymore...hope you can take care...Good luck to you in the piggy year...may you win more $$ in majong...

2007-02-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

arhhh!!!!

i just cant let go of her...can any1 help me???

PLS GET OUT OF MY MIND!!! GET OUT OFF MY WORLD!!! I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE LE!!!! YOU ARE CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND!!! I DUN WAN!!! I DUN WAN!!!! GET LOST PLS!!!!!!!!

ITS ALL MY FAULT!!! ALL MY FAULT!!!!!!

IM SORRY!!! PLS GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-17T11:32:00.000+08:00

after reviewing almost all the entries i hav posted,most of the entry i posted revolves around her...so many so many,but she will no longer be there for me...hope in the future,there will be another gal in my life dat will let me post alot of nice stuff between me & her(not the her)...i reali hope the new gal in my life will hav the power to make me love her even more than the her now...i simply wan to forget how i regret letting her go,treat her so badly,quarrel with her...if i ever meet another nice gal,i will never let her go...never ever...i will make her the happiest gal in the world...so for now,i will earn many many $$...

my mum said in the year of pig,i cannot anyhow promise others,coz i will break promise easily...dan if smting happen,big is i will go to jail,small is tio fine...so to all my frens,if i ever promise u all anyting in the year of pig,pls dun take it into heart...& help me prevent me from doin bad tings...haha...

hmm...all this pain u gave jus last a while...i will try to live my life happily...though i may still get jealous when u are wif some1 close,though i may miss u now...i tink it will last for awhile...

can u do me a favour?? forget abt me...forget that i exsist in this world...mayb then u can live ur life happily...then i will no longer post u any problem...no longer bring u unhappiness...

mayb i do all this,keep hanging on to u is because i need someone to cure the lonely night...i jus merely miss all those saturday outing dat i had wif u...i jus miss those 99 trip i had to take to meet u...now got 1 new 185 bus,its faster to reach ur hse...but so wad??no use...too late le...mayb i jus nd companion to be there for me...i no longer love you anymore le...

2007-02-17T10:50:00.000+08:00

all right,its the last day of the doggie year...tot i might have a good ending in the year & welcoming the year happily...but all this are practically not going to happen...i seriously duno wad to say anymore...jus feeling so painful,so sad...hai...i dun tink im goin to celebrate happily during tis CNY...im more looking forward to goin dom's hse that day when alcohol will be prvoided...i jus wanna drink till i can forget abt these stuff...

i never say that i want to get back with u...all i hav been saying is to start afresh/anew with u...but i guess its all the same to u...start afresh,get back,you will never come back to me anymore...coz u are always saying its very hard or can't...

from the start of the year of pig,i will never look for u le...no msn,no sms...i will jus merely waiting for u to talk to me 1st...since u also wun peronally come chat wif me...therefore,i can conclude that this is = no more contact le...however,frens we may still be...but it will be jus those frens dat we jus merely acknowledge each other existence...so even if we saw each other on the street,i may not say hello to u...jus merely knod my head nia...im jus merely a frend whc u classified in the lowest of the lowest division...whether im sad/happy it wun affect u...well,mayb jus dat bit to make myself happy...jus dat when prob lyk this happen,u will dan kana affected...mayb im wrong,u r not entertaining me...i dun even nd to be entertained...u are not an entertainer anyway...the haagan daz i owe i will giv it to u...dan after dat,we wun owe each other anyting le...but i tink u oso wun wan my haagan daz ba...good lo...dan i can save some $ for myself...=)

2nd nov is my birthday & its oso the last day i saw u...hai...good lo...now whenever my bday come,i will oso rem this day as the day we last saw each other...but i guess even if we 10/20/30 years wun meet,oso wun compare to 1 wk u never meet some of ur frens...

if u all ever happen to miss someone,pls let the person knw,coz u will never knw wad will happen the next min...

*above written are all negative views of the owner,all the positive views are ony jus making me feeling better...so wads the point of with it anymore...

YUE LAO,COMPLETELY CLEANSE THE LOVE KNOT ON MY ANKLE!!! & PLS ERASE ALL MY BAD MEMORIES OF ME & HER...WELL,MAYB THE GOOD MEMORIES TOO...

2007-02-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday went queensway with kok & cheng...sian sia...the converse shoe that i want doesn't have my size...so sad man...hope jp,bugis or any other outlet got my size for the shoe that i want...*pray hard*

then at night went to turf city to eat steamboat...its my 1st time...haha...but i don't really like the place though...i think marina bay is still a better place for steamboat...haha...

sad man...liverpool lose its 1st game in a new era...hai...hope next season will be their season...with loads of transfer budget hope they can get a few world class players...lols...

i really hope i can put my past behind me...cause whenever i think about it,i feel that i have achieve nothing in my life till now...hope will be a better year ahead in pig's year...

& i think that there is something wrong with blogger...i changed the song but its still reapeating the previous one...OMG!!!!

2007-02-09T03:05:00.000+08:00

wednesday went bugis with my dom & bernard to shop shop....bought 1 shirt from 1 of the shops at EDGE...& targetted a number of clothes which i wanted long ago...hehe...after CNY,when i got my angbao $,i will get those i wanted...lols...after that,gonna look for jobs again...everyday stay at home also sian...go out work can kill time & even earn $$...hehe...

we reach bugis around 6pm,yeah,kinda late though...went there,immediately bought a watch...lols...hoping that after getting a watch,i can learn how to be on time...hehe...i will ok!! cause its like changed for the better...20 liao leh...must think properly liao...lols...

shop around bugis before heading to bugis street...& spent $ again..bought 1 thumb ring...haha...then dom bought 1 necklace...after that,we wanted to buy bubble tea,then ber say he bring us go 1 shop sell bubble tea that cost $1 nia...in the end,reach there liao,shop close...
-.-"" suay man...we went to eat laksa instead...after that bought "liang teh" to drink...not beer hor...lols...

after that,walk to suntec nike B.I.R.D outlet...dom want to complete his nike card stamp & clear his $50 off for the next item...he bought a bag worth around $68...as for the $50 off,ber bought a t-shirt & i got myself a water bottle...lols...ber pay $20 for his $44 worth of t-shirt,while i pay 50cents for a $6+ water bottle...lols...thanks to dom...we spent around 1 hr at the shop to look for things to buy lo...my longest time spent on a nike shop...

next,we went to makansutra near DXO to eat "sea hum" lols...i ordered 2 sets of kaya fondue,& what i get was 2 sets of kaya toast...*sian* i told the auntie i ordered kaya fondue & she told me that the prices for kaya toast set & kaya fondue set is different...*faint* super no link sia...what an excuses...or she don't understand my chinese...-.-"" then we order fried oyster omelette...lols...super full sia...headed to mrt station next...

finally gotten all my stuff...now left with shoe nia...will be goin out with my friends again...this time i will get done with my CNY stuff...then next sat,CNY eve,will be working from 6pm onwards at chinatown...saddening...

2007-01-28T10:50:00.000+08:00

*beware of tiger gin na!!!

after weeks of torture,finally i can rest now...was sick this few days,flu,sore throat & a little bit of feverish...but,i still went to work last night from 5-11...

regarding about the job,i can say i kinda like it...hehe...in that 6 hours,we work only for 3 hours...lols...yesterday at chinatown got the lightening ceremony...the guest of honour *drum pls*

MR LEE HSEING LONG!!!

lols...he was there,we were at this tiger beer booth & i saw him from afar...lols...but nth much actually...

we were late for our work...we are suppose to reach there at 4.30,but we reach there at 4.50 all thanks to kok...everytime slowpoke...haha...we reach there,there is this lady who is in-charge of the booth for the night,looks like one of our sec school teacher...haha...she is quite friendly...we went to the booth at 5 & we started work at 6.30...lols...y?? we have to wait for the guest og honour to arrive first...

basically,we just have to open the beer can & pour into a tiger beer cup...easy?? but wait till u open around 250++ can of beer & keep having to take out the beer from the freezing ice box...my hands went numb a few times...*sob sob*

however,things were much better when those beer girl came...hehe *cheeky*...one of them is an ex-jyians...lols...im not sure about her name,but she knew me & kok were also from juying...lols...then one of the girl keeps spilling the beer...4 TIMES! i remember...lols...but she is not the 1 that caught my eye...lol...but she caught my bro kok's eye...lols...*opps* lucky our taste different sia...haha

it was kinda a disappointing yesterday...there are 108 firecrakers being lighted up & fireworks display...but,we didn't brought any camera to take down the view...*sigh* luckily we still got new year eve...

was slogging at work from 7-8.30...after that me & kok were already slacking...lols...the show ended at 9pm...me & kok had a cup of tiger too...lols...but i can say i really don't like the taste of tiger..very bitter sia...then ard 9 we start to clear the booth till 9.30...& again..we slack for another 1 hour...lols...it was tough at the end when we become "coolie"...

it was a miserable journey back home...didn't have our dinner till then...train so pack,sick,tired...hai...went to central eat at around 1am..hai...went home bath,took panadol & fell asleep...*zzzzz*

hp is my live reporter from kallang stadium...lol...she kept me updated about the score...& her reward is....1 ice-cream cone...lols...thanks la...

congrates to our spore lions,we manage to go through to the final...YEA!! no matter what,im gonna go to kallang stadium to watch them play this time!!!

2007-01-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

today went back to school to "FINALLY" take our last paper...this time,it didnt do wonders by going out the day before the test...lol...the paper was damn tricky lo...all the choices seem to be the answer...somemore only got 4 questions...sounds easy?? however when 1 questions cost 25 marks,its no longer easy...sigh...

after that went to FC3 to makan with louis & dom...chatted there...then we left ard 3.20...louis & dom went BBDC for theory lesson...as for me,head to jp library to returned the books...the weather hasn't been good today...& guess im going to fall sick soon...having sore throat after having claypot laksa & shouting the whole night...hai..."hao xin ku ar!!!"

i realise that i love to think about a lot of things...haha...this time is about friendship...i don't consider myself to be suitable to be a friend's best friend...really la...im not emoing lo...i rather have a lot of good friends rather than a few best friends...may be i can be more buddy buddy with some people lo...sometimes it just the feeling lo...i feel more comfortable with some people lo...those are the people that i think i can share my "xin shi" with them...then sometimes i rather be left alone at one corner..not neccessary that im emo if i did...there are times i feel better not talking...haha...whatever it is..im a person that i cannot live without friends...

oh ya..tml will be working at chinatown...$$$$$ hehe...

2007-01-26T05:48:00.000+08:00

back from the drinking section at boat quay the waiting bar...it sound so familiar to me...the bar has the same name as the hong kong drama series "My Date With Vampire"...the bar inside the show also called waiting bar...haha...so coincdence...who am i actually waiting at the waiting bar?? new love,or waiting for the old one...hai..i really don't know...but who really cares about it...we don't always get what we wanted right...

ber,hui chun,dayne,dom,don,song ling,hp & me went to celebrate our last paper for year 2...but im not sure whether i will be going to year 3...im quite concern with my CRS module...hai...

we played "chui niu da wang",pool & sing k...we open chivas there...was quite cheap actually...only $130...kana kissed by ber twice on my check...Y?? cause i lose to him in "chui niu da wang"...then "tio" forfiet...wa lao..the feeling damn gay la...*eeee* stupid ber ask hp to kiss me also...siao sia...in the end still got kissed on the cheak la...but don't be misunderstood hor...we are both innocent...just having fun nia...but the ber kisses have a big impact on me...*arrhhhh* so GAY!!!(i don't mean happy)...lols...had a tequila shot with ber,huichun,dom,hp & song ling...haha...at the end of the day,hui chun & hp both "peng"...lols...first time i didnt "peng" even though my body is as red as ever & drinking more than before...but who cares right...happy can le...=) somemore finally win hp in drinking...lols...

after the drinking section,went to "lao pa sat" to eat supper...then don sent us home...we really owe him a big one...everytime sent us home...*thanks dude*...

same as last term...but this time more "jia lat"...still got 1 more paper we can go drink...best sia...hope later exams will be an easy paper...=)

guess all of us really enjoy ourself tonight...more drinking section ahead...=)

2007-01-24T19:28:00.000+08:00

Left with 1 paper,but actually is 2 la...i exclude GEMS paper which is not related to my module and its an open book test...lols...

after today test,we went to FC4 "makan"...after that went to take back our GEMS assignment...guess what...we fail...lols...friday how ar?? fri day how ar?? although its a open book test,we still need to study also...*ARHHH!!!*

tml will be the "last" paper le...finally!! but there are more memorising job for tml's PM paper...i still held hopes for my 3.5 although i knew my CRS will "buang"...

spending my life quite happily these few days...but still there is something missing...i want to share my joy with the person i miss... =(

2007-01-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

Exam week...today finished off Law & CRS...2 down,3 to go...don't think i will fare well for any of the papers...reason?? none...may be im just not hardworking enough ba...but i can say what we studied didn't actually came out...sad...really need to buck up for tml LIS/E-Com...*jia you Ong Bo Bo*

after Law's paper is over,kinda slack liao...how sia?? i need some motivation from someone...who can offer some motivation to me?? nevertheless,i also must study hard hard...*jia you again Ong Bo Bo*

saturday bet on Lpool vs Chelsea match...its the 1st time after so long...& i won!! lol...my wonderful LIVERPOOL did me proud...sunday bet on arsenal to win...i won also!! was routing for arsenal for the whole match...lols...but im sure this won't make me step into gambling again...i will only play small small on BIG mathces...really hor...=)

*im never really moved on without you...

2007-01-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

it seems that things is getting worst for me in 2007...

facing the possibility of forwarding the module...some more the module is not related to my course...its more like GP of JC...hai...do i really have to always re-take test in order pass or get better grade?? it appears so,its just like the same as my 'O' level english...sigh...but who can i blame...its all because im just too lazy le...

everything really look like a mess without her by my side...somemore i don't even know whats the r/s between us now...its like its no longer the real me...where is the old me?? can anyone lead me to my oldself?? can anyone give me a hint of what kind of person i am in the past?? can anyone point me in the right direction?? can anyone show me a beam of light in the dark??

i want to get back to my oldself where i am not living for others...i want to get back to my oldself where no one will be affecting my thoughts...i want to get back to my oldself where nobody's action will have any effect of my emotion...

i want to changed back to my oldself!!
i want to become the Ong Bo Yuan that i used to be!!

the life im having now is not the life i want...

from now on,i will take every possible steps to walk out of darkness to find back the old me...

Scott Ong Bo Yuan will be back soon!! the real me will be back...
i will no longer live for others...
i will no longer be affected by others...

*your words spurn me to get back to my oldself...you make me realise that it is i who have changed...i will make sure your actions,your words will no longer affect me...i should live for the one that really wants me to live...my parents,my friends,my bros...most importantly,i should live for myself...friends/stranger?? i no longer know who am i to you...forget it then...you should be living your life happily now,i will not break the happiness that you currently hold...your smile will naturally be mine,even though i no longer can see you smile...=)

2007-01-17T22:17:00.000+08:00

today.."pon" biz stat lesson...lols...but im still good & hardworking enough to go back school library to study...hehe...
got ber,dom,hui chun,terry,dayne,gary & jason...some study biz stat(lab),some study biz stat(written),some study law lor...lol...

after that,went home,i mean gek poh..to do wad?? to trim my hair...oh yea!! actually not much different la...just make it thinner a bit...haha...sorry for my poor english ar...

congrats to SINGAPORE!! they qualify for the semi-final of the ASEAN CUP...against MALAYSIA!! lols...

its getting more & more people getting emo...hai...don't emo can?? let me emo alone is enough...

nothing more to say le lo...if that's what you want then ok lo...you take care of yourself and be careful in the future ba...=)

2007-01-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

today's entry will be a summary of my day...

early in the morning went to school to take biz stat lab test...sian...fail liao lo..i actually skipped 1 20 points questions... -.-"

went to law lesson..don't quite understand even though exams is next week...then after lesson ended,we went to study law...not lor...is LAW...lol...*lame*
jeslyn & her assistance,bernard & song ling taught me & terry...they are really good teachers...finally understand certains chapters... =) *wink*

after school,went to meet kok to go for job interview...in the end,didn't manage to find the place...somemore,by the time we reach there around 9pm liao...call that person in-charged...he need people to work on New Year Day's Eve only...He need another 7/8 people...going for interview again this coming saturday...will be going down with kok,cheng,cabb,guang & may be lim...

dom:don't emo liao la...everything will be fine...don't worry...i will zip my mouth de...=) anything just let CEO of EU(Emo United),which is me,know...i will emo with you...but i really don't want to see you emo also..i alone emo can le...

hai...she is not talking to me anymore le...im sorry la...hai...