nothing to do at home,so might as well post something in my blog...haha...

without me knowing,im 20 this year...
without me knowing,i've grown up le...
without me knowing,things have changed...

everyday stay at home doing nothing,doesn't know what lies ahead in my life...sometimes i really feel so lonely within me...is this what single guy will feel?? though im feeling lonely at times,but i guess i'm getting used to it le...though i may miss being love by someone or miss by someone,i myself know that i still have to live my life...=)

its been a long time since a girl can make my heart pound faster than normal...will i ever feel that fast beating pace of my heart again? or will i just seal my heart for the time being...but seriously,its no rush for me...based on my current situation,i don't know what kind of happiness can i give for my girl...saddening man...so many things are in my mind right now...especially what happen to my academic result...need to repeat 1 more module...boring & stupid...the feeling just s***s...everytime see so many pretty girls,but none can make my heart really pound fast fast...

*sigh

life really very boring when you are not working...no $ means i cannot afford to clear the items on my wishlist...arhhh!!! but at least i'm getting closer...lols...

*wink