after looking at my result,failing in modules,i realise that im not as smart as i think i am...sometimes i feel that im still like a primary school kids,don't how high the sky was,how deep is the earth(if you could translate in chinese)...sometimes i really made a few wrong decision...is this really the end for me?am i really working hard towards the future that i want?guess all i can is only use my mouth instead of actions...hai...kinda disappoint my parents...how am i going to tell them?im really in deep shit now...im really feeling very low...at least when in secondary there is always other ways or still got chance to overturn the tie...but now in poly,its kinda difficult...or i can say,there are no other ways...i tried to be more optimistic,but its just seems so hard for me to take this time...just like "tio" sacked by a company that you have work i...if fail modules that are related to my course,i have nth to say...but its not...sometimes i wonder is the god really being fair...but i guess he is...not everything you do goes your way right?what matter is how you pick yourself up when you fell down...but can i really get this into my head & learn from mistake?? this year 20 liao still so irresponsible & insensible...hai...

can anyone drag me up from the deep shit??