Sunday, February 25, 2007
i thought i will never post anything about her again...but sorry guys...pls bare with me ok??
wah wah wah...if you consider yourself as a fool,im the fool of the fool...
fool of the fool to misunderstood that we still can get back together,
fool of the fool to pray to god to let us get back together,
fool of the fool to even bare hope that i still have a chance...
ok ok...you are right ok...i don't understand foreign language...
ok ok...you are right ok...i cheat,i do things,bad things,behind your back...
i already leave you alone,forever le,what more you want?? isn't it the best way to forget about me?? isn't it the fastest way to stop all this nonsense from me?? i don't,& i will never believe that after a couple broke up,they can so fast to continue as friends...if both of us can't even put everything,may be im the only 1 not able to put down,i think it will be hard to stay as friends...
i did everything for no reasons ok...can?? so,what i did means nothing to you,though its nonsense stuff...haha...feel like laughing at myself...
like i said,since you already decided & you CAN'T get back with me le,why am i still affecting you?? i really don't understand,& i don't know why lo...that's you alright...say can't le,so whatever i do also won't affect you mah...im not your close friends either,i really don't know what you want...
all i can see is that,when im not saying things about you,i won't affect your emotions...then when i said things about you,you can say until i affect the cycle of your life,corrupt your world?? what is the meaning of this???
you are right ok?? u are right in everything alright...you win!!! YOU WIN!!! YOU WIN!!! im the only fool of the fool that can corrupt your beautiful world...& please,nobody can help you...ultimately,it have to depend on yourself...forget about me asap is the best option...
im already trying my best,as best as i could to stop thinking about you...since you can't get back with me,i don't see a problem in you forgetting about me...somemore you have so many friends & so many guy friends or boyfirend,like you like to put it,out there...its a easier job for you than me...
*above entry have no sarcastic tones in it...if you think so,feel free to shoot me...but i won't even care...cause no matter what,i will always lose to you & you are always right.....