Hi peeps...its Day 1 of the Chinese Lunar New Year...but here i am blogging...haha...its kinda boring actually...every year,i will always be going out to reletive house to "bai nian",but this year,due to 2 of the oldest & most respectable figures in my house,who are my grandparents...lols...that is why this year,i have to stay at home waiting for people to give me "angbao" will do...lols...people said that we shouldn't open "angbao" after celebrating the 15 days of the new year as it will bring bad luck or whatever...but i guess whether got open within the 15 days or after it,it seems the same to me...

-may forward 1 module in due time.
-never to contact the gal i love.
-stomache now while typing.
-everyday at home also nothing to do.

feel like my life is so damn plain without certain person around me...just feel so boring...no colour...simply just black & white...

okok...i said im not going to talk about her again...so,i will try ok?? im kinda disgusted by myself,feel so disappointed...am i really a guy?? can anyone tell me?? hai...2nd nov till now...hmmm....its like 3 months liao,i still can't forget her..wth right...they say guys should lift & let go easily,but i can't seems to do it...saddening...hai..nevertheless,looking forward to the drinking session at dom's house...keep it away from me,if not i will drink the whole bottle myself...lols...

wondering how she is doing now...must be enjoying herself now...while here i am,making myself miserable don't know for what...-.-" think of her,she got think of me meh?? this is the ques i must constantly tell myself...she will never think of me anymore....

anyway....