Childish?! Childish?! yea...that's the words i expected you to use it on me... then you think you are more mature then me?? everythime say i don't understand you...but how you want me to understand?? then let me ask you 1 question...do you understand me?? all you know is i want to get back with you,bla bla bla...can you understand the meaning of starting afresh?? you know what is afresh?? im sure you do right...i know i sometimes said things i shouldn't have...but if you understand me,you should know that i will NEVER get angry with you for a long time...i don't get angry with people for a long time...but i guess you also forget this that is about me le ba...do you know sometimes when you talk to me,i know without you knowing,some things you said make feel that we still have a chance...im not saying you should think twice before you said some things to me...what i mean is that,hmmm...i also don't know how to explain...just that its different from the way you talk to a person who don't like you & person who have feelings for you...hai..sometimes i really don't know why things turns out the way it is...when i ask for your forgiveness on cny eve,then you tell me you are immune to my apology,you don't know what to forgive me...then i was like wth...then what is this whole situation about?? guess we,may be myself only,should catch a breadther...hai...izzit really all my fault that all this nonsense happen again?? izzit really me?? from the conversation we had,& what you have said,its all my fault lo...i don't understand you...

so much of a CNY huh?!..... -.-"

*due to shortage of time i had,above entry is just a rough summary of what i want to say...if you want to celebrate your new year happily,pls don't drop by here for the time being...this blog is polluted with saddness...