Wednesday, February 28, 2007
changed back to my previous blogskin...guess this is a better blogskin for me...don't you all think it suits me better?? haha...wonder if there are only black & white colour in this world...guess everything we do will be very dull,right??
for me,these are the 2 colours that fill my life...everyday wake up,facing 4 walls,knowing that there is nothing for me to look forward to...seems like its so meaningless...but i will slowly get used to this kind of life...=) i will be more optimistic...
hai..but i think when 7th of march approaches,my life will be more cloudy than before...those in 13 sure know what im refering to...guess i won't be able to graduate with you all at the same time...sorry guys,have to ps you all...=)
if any of you guys out there have been reading my & her blog constantly,you all should know roughly what had happen...other than those that know me,im sure you all will say that i deserve what i deserve right?? well,i really won't blame you all...sometimes i do feel like im a bas**** too...& i really can't blame her for avoiding me or keeping away from me...remember once when you ask me what will i do if we ever broke up?? by now you should know or i should know...i never expect myself to do certain things...although sometimes i cheat on you,like you said,when im trying to get you back...in that times,i never really want to cheat on you...cause i never expect i will be able to get you back...everytime when we patch it was like so sudden & i never expected that...im serious though...but no point saying all these...next time if i ever met another good gal,i will never treat her so badly anymore...i swear!! this r/s with you,really drew all our energy,make us feel so tired...espcially you...so sorry...other than sorry i don't know what can i say to you anymore...this will be the last time i will ever say to you...thanks for all the wonderful memories...you take care...hope from now on you can live your life happily... =)
*to her & all her friends,if i ever saw you all out there in the street,please don't blame me for not saying 'hi' or smile ok?? cause i really don't have the courage or face to face you all...sorry...
will be posting my new blog url shortly...sorry to make you guys changed again...=)