Prepare for a long entry::

ah gong & ah ma has been living with us for around 1 month + le...due to some problems at my father side,my grandparents came to live with us...for dat,my bro have move into my room,although i have lost some private space of mine,the feeling was quite good to be able to share my room with my bro once again...its like,it brought me back into the past...where we sometimes chit chat,talking nonsense before we fall asleep...haha...dan recently we were chit chatting,dan my bro,who is going to be sec 2 next year,ask me a couple of questions which i found it quite lame...

eg."do you believe that there is spirit in this world??"
"where do you think we will go when we die??"
"do you think there is heaven or hell??"
"is there really dinosaur in the past??"

lols...these are some of the questions he asked...which all i can say to him was..."if you believ there is such things,then there will be,if not,there is none" lols...the whole conversation was quite hilarious though...

okok..back to my grandparents stuff...at first,my bro & i were not used to them living with us,it was like,ever since we were born,we have been living together with just us,with our parents of cause,then our lifestyle may be totally different...then my ah gong hav to know what kind of stuff both of us like to eat etc etc...but gradually,we starting to get used to it le...
then recently,ah ma fell down just outside the toilet,don't know what happen...the floor was not slippery...dan was sent to hospital...was dignosed that her hip bone crack,so need to have operation...she stayed in hospital for around 2 weeks...however,she is still unable to walk...have to sit on wheel chair for the time being...hai...sad...but i can't do anything...
suddenly find that the house become more lively le,because my ah ma a bit senile(is that the correct words to say old people to have poor memory??)some things she said really very funny,+ my dad making fun of the things ah ma have said...lols...
sometimes its really good to have some old people in our house,like chinese got 1 saying"Lao wan tong"...lols...

about me these few days,poly is having holiday,everyday stay at home slack,feel like going out,but also lazy,then want to go is either can't find people or don't know where to go...so a bit sian...then recently back to emo state again...do not wish to spell it out...

if you are still reading after this,it means you can go far...lols...

2006 is going to end le...learn a few things about myself again...im a person who are always thinking negative stuff,likes to keep things within to myself,even though im unhappy about things or feel sad about...if i want to say,i can be choosy at the person im gonna tell...not because of any reasons la,just feel that different situation i can share with different people whom i think can give me good advice...but most of the advice i heard,i normally won't use...lols...but im really appreciate that the people are there for me...i really need to thank those who have been listening to all my nonsense this 1 whole year...thanks =) then guess i really need to lose things to realise its important...but gladly i realise it now...its a lesson that i will always remember in my head & my heart...never repeat my mistakes again...

everytime people say new year must have new year resolutions...don't know whether izzit nessecary anot...but this year,there will be none for me...cause i believe i must first learn how to keep my promises first before i can set the goals or resolutions i had made for myself...to me,those are like goals you have set for yourself to achieve it...simple promise i can't keep le,how am i going to achieve all the goals or resolutions i have set myself...that's what i believe la...

for 2007,i just hope its a better year for me,everyone stay happy,stay healthy,be it friends or family,esp her
*your health is not that good,must learn how to take care of yourself,don't drink anymore le...you are 18 le,don't let people keep repeating & repeating...
i will forever be there for you when you need me...

hope no more emo entry by me...=)
thanks for reading such a naggy entry written by yours truely,kira =)